; eur loves fade without a trace ]:

2008-02-01T22:29:00.000-08:00

Another week has passed, another weekend is coming, as well!

Feb is here, I hope it would be better than jan please. I want good weekends,

with plenty of clothes brought! CNY is

approaching, with nothing is brought back along -.-

Yup, I always say I wanted to close down my blog. But till then,

it's still lefted here rotting like some pathetic thrown wasted web! I promised, it would

be the last one, for today. Just nice, it's the 1st of feb! I think

thats really good :]! School this week, was per normal. Blocktests has

officially ended with bad performance done. Esp, my english. I could even f-a-i-l english,

the most important subject. And the particular sub, I

seriously wanna passed it with 'rainbow colours' But, no! It

turns out even worst than I could even imagine lah! Super disgraceful, i swear.

Enough of blocktest, before I'll hit berserk. After knowing how badly i did for

all test. Friday, was a good one. Home super early this

noon after mt! I slept at 3, and I woked up at 8plus. Now, my head ache like . . .

I realised,

Reflections done, i hope everything would be fine and good.

But, i'm far from dying to myself yesterday;

2008-01-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

My blog is rotting like idk what! -.- Maybe soon after this

so un-relink post, serious goodbye to so-thloves.blogspot. Yup, the weekends

are coming, and I know they're gonna be good. All planned

and all packed. School wasn't as good has before, i thought? Been

really busy over those act after school and blah. Just imagine school always ends at

1230 or so? That'll be really really good (: Blocktest

stuffs, is driving me nuts, I swear. But soon after 3 or 4 more test, I'll

be free then. As for today, i really loves! No long act, but there's still the mt extra

class going on. So lefted school and 70 back home! : D

Wanted to home early, but saw brother at serangoon while going

home, so lefted to compass with him for lunch! I slept at 3 in the noon,

and I woked up at 630 for dinner! Im growing f-a-t, seriously ) : I always eat and

sleep and do nothing.

Have got thoughts to jot, words to say, mind to speak, but untill then,

I've forgotten it all-.- For now, I've gotta run and catch on my fav channel58(:

Relaxation, is what all i need. Gdnights!

Im afraid of th future, afraid to live;

2008-01-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

Sleeping early makes me a happy person, for real! : D

weekends are here, and I know they're gonna be good, all planned and packed,

somehow! so i woked up really early this morning, at

830! I wasteed my time away by staring at th computer

screen for hours. In the noon12, met aunty out for lunch&dinner as well.

I swear, today was really packed full of 'events' and laughing good day away(: i loves, la!

We have our lunch at th foodcourt and we went for our praying

at th temple near anchorvale? Yup, we finally prayed to th god together(:

I swear, we are really g.o.o.d children-.- and we did even collect the holy water

for our families, : D I told my loveliest mom about

this matter, and she praise me, non-stop! okok, I seem

super proud to name it out, i think! After the long decision, we had our

dinner tgt at pungol nasi lemak! Which is what we long for, seriously. yup, purchased

two cny clothing for both of my dogs, and both clothing cost me

25bucks each): I'm way too kind, pls! 119, then home!

weekends is about to over soon, that means, I gotta arise and shine at 6plus every

morning soon. I really detest having ss&geo lesson.

it's too boring and they doesn't strike any chord in any part of me.

I need enlightenment. You guys must be wondering what's with all th irregular

updates, my bad! But like th usual i, have been busy, been good, will be busy, will

be good! yup, but soon to be, i'll closed down my blog very

soon. After i get th codes from my aunty. : D Blogging= no life. i think,

i'm somehow quite satisfied with those 5oo more of posting i have for th past few

years. Refresh of memories, is good! So, soon: Goodbye

so-thloves.blogspot! a long posting, for a last one i suppose(?)

side track note:

have u ever asked yourself this truly, how blessed you are?

count ur blessing maybe? Instead of complaining of things we lack, why not

things that are already in our possession, that others

do not have? I asked myself that today and like the cliche goes, i'm thankful for

everything I have and knowing that some things I have are priceless! for one, a family

member or whoever important to speak of. So i am

thankful for having possession of priceless person, to be able

to work my way out of adolescehood with impt people guilding me through this.

all th careless mistakes i made, all th times that i fell, all and everything. My family,

thank u for giving me ur utmost support and unfailing

love(: No, nothing happened. But i just felt like it's never too early to

show ur gratitude towards ur loved ones, lesson learn for yr o8, to be grateful for

everything u have, and things you don't! i'll be g-r-a-t-e-f-u-l-l still.

Yup, reflection done. Goodnights : D

i never seen a smile that held my heart so captivated, before;

2008-01-17T21:53:00.000-08:00

Okay, I detest blogging nowadays. I think, i'll close down

my blog and not to opened it, again : D I feel, like there's nothing much

to share about. Feel so gross over my past 500plus of posting. But i really loves blogging,

cause i could like refresh back my past, and read thru

how life for me actually was. I think that's really good(: Yup,

school today was g-o-n-e, i swear. My entire body is aching like nobody's business,

which really kills me alot, really. My waist part is even gone, i walked

like a dead person with no backbones-.- All thanks to those 20pushups/20situps!

I think msang is a super friendly and kind person, laa!

o.o She's really small but she's so good in sports and blah! I wish i

could be her, okayyy? Dream on, i know! : D As for the afternoon part, i'll better

not describe any on further. I might as well, kill meself and die.

Trained to compass with aunty, and we had our dinner tgt! Finally, a

proper and nice dinner lah! I'm sick of home cookings, really.

Home (; Tomorrow's friday, finally! Something to cheer about right? My maid is

going back to her country soon, like god!

I'll really missed her 12years of loves,care,concern,nagging,disturbing,

talking in all kinds of diff language! I'll miss your everything, for sure!! ): do

takecare and contact me ofteeen, pls! Yup, off i go, and Goodnights!

i thought i could able to forget, but why is it my mind seems not right in thinking?

2008-01-15T20:32:00.000-08:00

Starting of the weekdays wasn't really good.

the second day seems better, somehow : D Yup, hope tomorrow

would be even better! But in the early morning, I swear i'm the suey-iest person

in the school please. Reached school late, and i had to

seat right at the back? When classes by classes get up and

go, t-c-n came and spot me, with her gross look. Pointing at me, and saying her

blahblahshit! She catch my almost everything, from like top to toe perhaps? Hair

is the most dread one, seriously. Im laughing my ass off,

when i'll look in the mirror with my entire fringe clipped up. okok,

enough of all. lessons was bored, as usual. First two periods was gone, i was almost

hitting off to somewhere else for nightmares-.-

geog was good for the first time, in year 2oo8! She could

even praise me for doing my work. like, 'w-o-w' i thought ( : After act, was dnt.

Planning and blah was done, then lefted school with gfs. I swear, it was raining like f!

I was totally drench out, laaa! The rain water stinks, really!

just imagine 2 umb, was shared with like 5person. Like, impossible,

for papamama sake. But it's alright, cause it's over. Wanted to had lunch tgt, but the

rain was in fault. So home!

Yup, whats more for adding? There's pe tomorrow, oh how wonderful,

right? ): I feel really sick and exhausted! My leg went numb and cramp is looking

me for trouble! I want to sleep super early tonight, but I

can't! There's still eng compre&maths to be done, but i doubt i'll do! Off!

& get well soon, loves : D

But now i got my orders, that evil lives inside;

2008-01-14T21:52:00.000-08:00

weekdays was in a terrible m.e.s.s, always! I really dislike waking up

early in the morning, dragging myself to the toilet and blah. Those old damn routines,

really freaks me off I swear! back to life, school today

was 'awesome' I repeat myself, i definitely can't wait for this friday to arrive, im being so exhausted just this monday. Four more days to go, and pls endure ( :

Met aunty early in th morning, as usual. Was on the dot somehow? Sat right at

the back during assembly, and i swear, i really loves

seating right at the back la. At least, there's such a big place

for me to fit myselve in! ok, lesson was equally bored! Dnt, was alright, managed

to stay awaked thru out the 4 long periods. Act, was a disaster,

im feeling so tired, that I could even fall asleep while walking, really-.- Lefted

to kovan for lunch with gfs(: had our lunch sat together, and laughter goes on!

I think, cny makes me goes lalala, pls! :x Brought, those needed stuffs

for dnt, and blah then homesweethome!

&Goodbye for now : D

what a waste of time it is, to indulge inside of bliss.

2008-01-13T17:06:00.000-08:00

I need new skin, new song, & new haversack ) :

2008-01-13T16:54:00.000-08:00

Early posting this afternoon. Yup, and I definitely can't wait for the next

weekends to arrive, seriously. Been thinking so much this weekends, which really

dreads me alot, and causing me sleepless nights,

again. Sunday was good, actually. But it all turns bad, after

knowing there's still stacks and piles of assignment not yet completed,

not yet even touched. I feel so bad, and uneasy, i swear. @#$%!#! time check: 430!

Im waiting for time to pause at a time moment.

Which i think i would be glad or even high enough, if

time willing to like stop for me la-.- i'm speaking/typing or whatever nonsence.

I shall go hunt for food, later on. Never felt so damn pathetic ever before,

there's something majorly wrong with my laptop, something alone the line of proxy and

firewall settings, and that super equals to many question marks.

I know nothing about all this kind of funny stuffs and etc, seriously! Excellent

connection, but I can't access the net, can't sign in to msn, and thats pathetic enough.

So, if you're like wondering how come i'm still able to do an

update here, it's all because i'm using one of my damn slow and

gone computer, which is moderately slower than any computer in the world, i swear.

Lag like nobody's business, can? There's no photoshop for me to use

and etc, as well. It's dead in an extreme pathetic situation-.-

okok, then some blahblah s.h.i.t going on! Im feeling tired, again. I want to

have afternoon sleep, but after some ppl msg of reminder about dnt stuffs, im well off

to dead. Other than dnt, i've still got maths

assignment to complete. When somehow, i know nothing. 1/10

question, i'll just solve 5 question out of that 10qn. okok, clap hands :x I'm always

unproductive, i realised! Well, today should be a great epitome for bordem and

i'm super h-u-n-g-r-y now! Bowl of rice/soup, plates of fish/vegetable, and plates of

fruits, i need. no more junk food, i'm a healthy person : D

If i could look beyond your face, and photograph your hidden place; would i find

you smiling in the picture?

jan: It's true; I'm stuck on you

2008-01-12T22:38:00.000-08:00

weekends are good : D I spent my saturday with aunt doing all

kinds of stuffs for dnt. Which really bore us anot, i swear. My mood went like really

super l-o-w, while doing): & i complete my cover page and

etc stuffs only. By tomorrow, I hope everything would be done laa.

I don't even know whether could I managed to complete everything by tomorrow

night. Yup, met her up hitting 1, i think? Started doing everything within

3hours-.- Then had dinner at punggol nasi lemak!

Homesweethome : D I think, this post is super dead and blaaaaaah, i

don't have even that lefted 1percent of mood to blog tonight. But Im a super

good owner of blogger.com -.-

tonights weather is good, i likeeeeee! Sunday tomorrow, I wanna go out for

sprees. But i couldn't. Like how sad&pathetic, i thought? okok, i loves

the weather tonight alot, and that super equals to sleeping early tonight ( : goodnights!

Finding reasons to believe, to trust, to understand.

2008-01-11T23:01:00.000-08:00

My s.t.o.m.a.c.h cramps are making me feel super terrible, since yesterday

morning. Which, i've been like complaining non-stop to both beta&huiying laa! -.-

im super irritating, please! okok, school wasn't fine today

at all. Physics was gone, i swear. I don't understand a single

question from the paper he had given. Which somehow really dreads me alot.

Maths was another gone one, as well. Stacks of homeworks given, and like the deadline

was just like the coming next monday. Im not that super, laa -.-

In another outsider note, I loves friday alot, actually. Mt act, was cancelled

due to cca open house this afternoon, which is like

something we should be happy and cheering all about, right? ( :

lefted home with melivia, then! Met momo in the noon, to complete dnt. But instead

of rushing for work, we did rubbish! Sat outside mac, and we started laughing

our ass off! I think, laughing is good :x aunty&twf came and join us,

afterwhich. Had laughters on those gross pictures, then 119 to cp with aunty for

dinner. Brought those wanted dnt materials, then homesweethome.

weekends tomorrow, and Im meeting my loveliest aunty to

seriously complete dnt la, we're short of time, really. Deadline, monday. I think, it's abit

way too late, to even done completing by tomorrow? Yup, rest well all and Goodnights!
Because i realised what I'd done wrong,

2008-01-10T22:07:00.000-08:00

Yes, im happily laughing away. It's already a thursday.

Tomorrow friday, and weekends here I come. Im looking forward, and

im glad to know that weekends is approaching so soon, that Im gonna really make

use of the time doing useful and not rubbish stuffs. Yup, how

good! So, schooling today was as usual. Im almost late this morning to

school, again. Which I swear it's damn throw f.a.c.e! I couldn't even like find my

own class seating place. I'm way too s-h-o-r-t, and I can't be blame. I want

grow taller pleaseeeee. There's like thousands of ppl encouraging me to eat more long

beans and do more jumping, so that I'll grow even taller.

Is that true and fake enough? Hahaha, i don't loves laughing off

my ass la : D lesson was fine, but eventually it went really boring after recess period.

I think I really enjoy maths lesson today, but aqilah went to another class, which

is like lefted me all alone in that less than 10 ppl classes -.- I hope

i'll get more concentration tomorrow. &, hopefully, I can get more stuffs right

into my damn slow brain! After school, 70ed home with th girls! I swear, i really laugh

alot with them la, we are commenting on others dressing and blah.

okok, i've seriously got no rights to comment on others for god sake, but just

a joke to keep me laughing along. I think that's good(:

Friday tomorrow, 2 periods of phy , 1 period of english, 3 periods of maths,

2 periods of dnt, act for mt would kill and rot me up&down ) : Sleeping session, i need!

The sweetest moments i've could've missed, like all the times we

laughed and cried.

2008-01-09T20:29:00.000-08:00

Have been busy, been good of cos(: I spent most of my time in school

doing all kinds of 'blahblahshit' Short one here, before

I'll go really lazy, and stopped blogging. School today wasn't

fine at all, i think this is what I should be name/ing it all about. Things didn't goes

smoothly, and things turns out bad instead of a better one. Reached school on

the dot, just when I stepped forward the school gate, my

blockfile dropped off from my dumb hands, which seriously throws

my face away alot, I swear. I even squat down, to pick up all those dropped stuffs. Thousands/million of people, was just like right behind me laa. okok, I'm

stupid and clumsy enough! First two period was mt,

righttt? Yah, i swear I really hate mt now, seriously, really really!

I sat right at the front, and i can't even concentrate well when the whiteboard

somehow, reaching my eyes so near. okok, i know i'm blind!! But I don't

think, seating right infront would help, for p.a.p.a-m.a.m.a sake.

In the afternoon, had act and I swear this was the first worst act

in year 2oo8 I ever had. Writting like reaching millions of small tiny words for geog.

Hands would goes numb after every 5minutes-.-

yah, i've decided to cultivate a habit of blogging almost everyday. Yah, i did it

eventually. But, nonsence was up. I think, that was what people

called the daily blogging ritual right? ok, been blogging really early tonight.

So what's more to add, and continue on?
i will keep sustaining, keep sustaining. Because light will shine one day and

i'll able to see the way. Until then, i hope i'd be able to make it.

2008-01-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

Feeling r-e-f-r-e-s-h-e-d and awaked after a short nap(: Yup, i fall in loves sleeping

in the afternoon! So schooling today was long but fine.

Met aunty early in the morning, as usual. Make our way down to

school and lessons goes on, then of cos. Was really bored when it comes to physics

and mt la, I swear. I sat right at the front , which seriously makes my day

worst and low. Day ended, after dnt act. Lefted

to compass with aunt, and I swear we're starving like hell. Which

really tortures me, really-.- like what I use to say, i'm anti-gastric. I want to have

my breakfast on time, lunch on time, dinner on time, and Im = healthy? okok,

nonsence i know! Many bullet train thoughts running through

my mind again tonight. But I do not feel a single bit of penning it down.

On an alternative, i feels really tired going school in the early morning, back

home super late and when it's time for sleeping, time

really passes very fast. Which somehow dreads me alot. So on an

ending note, finally. I'm having on an orange lozenges my mom just gave me,

it tastes really kindergarden lifes, and It definitely triggers memories from my

childhood days. (: Very entertaining post, today rightttttttt? okay, srew myself-.- Nights!
World feels like it's caved in; proper sorry frown.

2008-01-07T22:42:00.000-08:00

Starting of the weekdays wasnt as good, still.

Feeling super d.r.e.a.d, and I seriously hate the feelings when

in the early morning, dragging your own feets off to the toilet and when it's like

time to leave home and etc): So, just a super short

posting before, packing those school materials stuffs along

tomorrow. I swear, there's stacks of books needed. Which really brings me

down alot la, just imagine carrying all those books which like weigh tons, really kills me up&down! School today was fine, but was really bored when it comes to social

studies actually. I don't know why la-.- homesweethome after

school, afterwhich. Had afternoon nap, and I slept all the way till 830 without

having my dinner. Im starving like m-a-d now! Hunting for food, and rest well all!

Goodnighs,

days&nights, been thinking and it's somehow right being heartless;

2008-01-06T23:09:00.000-08:00

Back to life today! No school today means sleeping in, right?

But no for me, eventually. I woked up at 9am this morning, acc both my dogs for

walk and mac for b/f with parents. So i spent my morning session, good(:

In the afternoon was bored I swear! Parents went for relative wedding dinner, while

me was spent at grandma house for lunch and have a

'frigging good chat' with them-.- Lefted to wisma, looking out for handphone la.

Which somewhat is what I longing/cravings/desired for, seriously. My handphone,

couldn't make it, i swear. I couldn't even like stared at that phone for

even 1second. I'll grow really s-i-c-k and g-r-o-s-s! Yup,

so both dad&mom allowed me to purchased one. ( : Im happy, and

I'm thankful, really! You know, i think my life is really better now than before.

The past, seems to have so much and so much of wrong

doings and disgraceful acts): Now, I hope for a better one!

On an ending note, I really despise people who cannot retionalise and draw a

clear line between controlling their personal emotions and

venting it out on some innocent soul. Yup, and I despise myself!

Just because, Im one of them-.- okok, i think Im way too over out of point.

Tomorrow's school, I think schooling can keep me out of thinking negative stuffs ah,

so it would be good, frigging g.o.o.d! Alarm clock, I need it for sure pls.

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how

much they love them while they're still alive.
I think this is really true and nice. So, goodnights :]!

2008-01-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

Saturday's just ended like this. Which i thought it would last even longer or so. ):

Did spent my weekends well, overall. Saturday, was good actually.

I spent my morning time, acc my loveliest mom for perming her hair for tomorrow's

relatives wedding dinner. Which turns out super funny,

la her hair. I don't know what to say and even to describe her

'pretty hair' -.- Lucky thing was, those perm hair of hers would like only last

her for 1week! Lefted over to vivo city, for sprees afterwhich! Which somehow, I

enjoyed plenty (: I'm satisfied, with the items I brought home along!

Yup, home at 6plus then.

What's more to add, actually? I seriously can't think of any laa! Schooling soon,

which really dreads me like shit! New handphone, pls): Goodnights.

The heart has it's reasons, where of reason knows nothing;

2008-01-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

Im being so super 'suey' this early morning, and Im serious laa.

Okay, I don't wanna describe like so in detailed. So, just a short one over here, and

Im off to bed. Schooling today, was as usual. It's just the third day of school.

Theres still more to come, and that equals means to, d-r-e-a-d! ) :

After the bell rang, home with the girls then.

Reached home early, of cos. Like about 1plus. Weekends, tomorrow.

I think that's really fast, right? Thinking for next week schooling, I really feels like

dying, i swear. Just imagine 1whole week plus those 2-3pm

of act, for almost the whole 5days. Really freaks me out la. Im gonna

enjoy and rest well for my weekends, then I'll have

the left over of energy to waked up every early morning for

school -.- like so devoted, pls. God! Did spent away my four days of year

2oo8 counted by today. I sincerely hope 2oo8 would be a much much much much

better year for me, but whatever it is. In all things adding together,

i'll give thanks to all! So yes, thank you for 2oo7, thats

as much as how sucky and gone I think it was. I managed to get

through it alive and surviving for many more years to come, of cos! Come to think

of it, I'm somehow so thankful honestly. Again, Im still havings problems

on to my life. Like physically moved on, but still as

mentally not. okok, i thought it should be a short posting dedicated?

I've nag too much, i knew. I shall then go hunt for food now, then for some

junks then for a short home movie, then to sheets. Goodnights and

enjoy well for the frigging great weekends to come. : D

Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you;

2008-01-03T23:34:00.000-08:00

The first thing I see when I open my eyes every morning.

My maid, would be the first one then to the alarm clock. Back to life today,

I officially pronouce myself a super weak body): I felt super

restless and weak now. For god sake, I couldn't even get to sleep. Im

pondering, like? Forcing oneself to sleep? I think I'm the first and the last person doing

this kind of dumb-est thing on earth! It's the second day of school, today. Which

is still quite terrible, for me actually. I woked up really early this

morning, at about sharp 5am. Just to take my own sweet time to prepare.

I wonder why do I like need hours and hours of time for

preparing! Something so w-r-o-n-g lah-.-! School ended at 130, then intend

to go for our lunch with gfs tgt! Which is been long since we had our lunch sat together

and laugh, talk like mad( : I loves this feeling, laughing non-stop, enjoying

the moment i loves! I think thats great, really really good!

Yup, mac for slacking up then compass for walk with aunt, then home.

Was a long day out, in school! Been really bored, seriously. You know, Im almost

off thinking that school started like 2 weeks ago, but no. It's just the second

day instead. I'm moodless, I swear. Schooling, is not meant for me, i long knew.

But, -.-! Okay, I think i really waste my time away by typing long

paragraph-sentence of nonsence and so un-relinked stuffs.

Last but not least, Im gonna cut off my fringe

off all one day, pls! Im not happy with my fringe laaaa. They did

irritates me the whole day in school, which really pulls down my mood even lower!

Tomorrow's fri, which is good, really. Im long awaiting for

this day! (: Weekends, soon approaching. & It's worth celebrating! I promised, I'm

gonna like hit th sheets early, when the clock soon hits 1am. No point staring

at the computer and doing nothing. Composition blog post, dedicated. Off i go(:

Cos you just never, you never know, it would suit the moment perfectly.

2008-01-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

The first day of school, is somewhat a ~~terrible disaster~~ , for what

I've thought. Manage to stay awaked and Im done preparing when the clock hits 5am.

I think I'm super 'kiasu' lah. I gotta admit it, of cause. Lefted home

to compass to meet aunt, and we took our time, then bused off to school,

afterwhich. Reached school super early okay? I really looks like those sec1 kiddos lah.

Bringing along that blockfile, with report books and etc inside, do

really throw my face alot, please! But it's over, i knew): Super long

naggings and talkings in the morning, is duperb equals to sleeping session. I

seriously announced that, I'm almost off to sleep while the "lovely dm" seems

talking and repeating those so unknow rules non-stop. I

couldn't even let my ear rest well for a second. Lesson goes well, and

did knew some of our subject teacher too. I wonder who's my maths teacher was

laaaa. -.- Im damn curious, seriously! So, english was alright.

Spent part of my time, chit chatting with gfs! Soon after the bell rang,

both me and aunt chiong off to compass for lunch. Im starving, i swear! Gastric pain,

is a big no, pls :x Slacking was part of our daily life, as well. So,

slacked around corner of ldf, then home!

None was at home, not even my maid and dogs! My dogs went for trim/ing

and I was all lefted at home with the living room curtains swayed

open, sunray and all, in(: The feeling, was good actually. Yup, schooling tomorrow.

Let's hope the rest of this week will be good. Frigging frigging good! (: Gotta chao to

bed before 3am, because I want to get enough sleep for later

on naggings! Im weakkk, laaa-.- My legs went really numb, after school.

Which is super dumb, i thought. Okay, enough of dumb craps, off to sheets!

Goodnights.

I'm so aware of where I am, but I don't know where that is.

2008-01-01T00:13:00.000-08:00

卓文萱 - 自从遇见你

睡着了又醒了
你会不会还在这里
天黑了又亮了
分手路过另一个天晴

时间过去思念继续
离开这座公寓爱在回忆里

(x2)给我的还我的
开始结束都在这里
幸福的心痛的
还有什么你寄放着

(x2)都不带去只剩空气
我说话的声音谁来代替
你会不会偶尔空虚

(x2)自从遇见你
才发现爱了不起
在心中写下的诗句
真理那么美丽
淹没了我的眼睛

(x2)自从遇见你
爱也会负担不起
想办法找位置呼吸
因为是你
我喜欢喘不过气

遇见了相爱了
我们在一起写日记
幸福的心痛的
我们不小心就忘记

2008-01-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

Day one of a NewYear(: Which is spent at home, the entire day. Okay,

the first over and the ending last holiday, spent at home,

which feels really good actually. Lying back on your coach, tv-ed on,

plenty of junks on the table, then enjoyed the last holiday of

maybe counted in year 2oo7? Yup, I did enjoyed happily, of cos. It's

the first day of year 2oo8, this year i personally think that I would spent my whole

year, beautifully or uglier than the past? No, no more ugly words as well to say.

Taken back those ugly words, I should be proud to name that, I

personally think that I would spent my whole year, beautifully ( :

The right and correct wording to add on lah.

(Year 2oo8), I'm really looking forward to a better year ahead, to the future

endeavours too, of cos! Bury all unhappiness and bitterness

and keep all memories in a book from which you will read soon when you

turns 80 one day! (: I think, that's good for all; Not

forgetting, schools starting in another 9+more hours time?

Which is really fast, I swear. Seems like this 1month holidays looks like, it's

just a few weeks of holidays given.

Plannings should be plan, as well!

1 lights off by 12 every night-- if like possible-.-

2 wake up on time for school

3 prepare on time

\\ On another side track note,

1 live and deal well with superficial hypocrites

2 stop being a super nice person-- as if I'm one =.-

3 stop impulsive shopping sprees

4 keep to own principles-- if only could be done o.0

5 on time for sch, anti runnings in th morning with my lovely a-u-n-t-y

-- only if we could make it):

I think thats all about it? Only if we could be busy, it would be good.

The season to be joyous, the season to be happy instead of having moodswings.

Another season, to do some much needed soul searching

and multiple reality checks that: " School's reopening soon "

Get out of your whatever holiday mood, and set the alarm clock to the whatever

early morning time to interupt your sleep and noise your halfed dreamed

dreaming! But seems like, I just couldn't get to hit the sheets tonight. But still,

rest early and rest well tonight! Goodnights( :

I'm so aware of everything, but nothing seems for real;

2007-12-31T09:47:00.000-08:00

Time check: 930am,

Which is super early now la! I wonder why am I posting this

another un-relinked post that early -.- So, how does it really feels like to

wake up every morning, with th damn bright sunrays

pouring into your bedroom, screaming "Wake up, it's a newwwwwwlyyy day" ?

And somehow, you'll feel that the light from the sun practically dragging you out of your

comfort sheets, and you'll waked up and drag your own feets off

to the toilet for washing up, then all those normal old routines you gotta do.

Is soon gonna end, i thought? The next normal old routines,

would be then, waking up super early, listening to bird chripping

everywhere, dragging yourselve to the toilet and prepare for this damn s-c-h-o-o-l ):

Im feeling like death on somedays if tired has been occupying and setting up

territories on your body. Like enough of school, pls): Just imagine

on those better days, lay in the comfort sheets bed, and

gaze out at the beautiful sun shining from the skies through the

curtains and breathe that fresh air in, feels really good. I almost forgotten what

next I'll gotta do laaaaa. God, i've Been so drama-ttttiic-.-

So, I slept at 4am, and I woked up at 8am this morning): All faults to th

pain ulcer's of mine. The pain ulcer's giving me is making me high

and my head airy, I swear. I couldn't even drink icy water, since yesterday. Which is

something I really detest like f! Okay, few more hours to go,

and Im soon meeting my loveliest gfs. & I definitely cannot wait for my

year 2008 countdown, seriously. Yup, till here and have a good day, loves(:

When would I have then th chance, to meet the qualifications for a special occasion?

2007-12-31T03:54:00.000-08:00

Second posting( : Yup, Happy new year /2008!

Happy moments more to come, of cos! So, just came back home from

the 08 countdown, which is super fun, I swear. I loves my

beloved family lah(: So, i spent my afternoon with gfs. Had long bus ride with

them, all the way to bugis. Which I swear, i couldn't even breathe well while walking):

Super packed of people which is another detest-ed one. Brought all

kinds of wanted stuffs, then lefted with aunty to compass afterwhich. Had a

slight dinner with her, then home(:

Prepared again, then out with family to novena then. Hansang korea,

for my second dinner! Im starving like mad, the entire day for what sake?-.- Which

somehow question mark(s) me aloooot la. Ez 50 at bridge rd, for

countdown. Homesweethome, finally. Feeling unenergised, now. Batt flat,

you see! So, more happy news, in ( : Well, today was pretty good, so goodbyyyye

for now. May year o8, be a smooth sailing then! Nights,

I'm almost happy, almost contented;

2007-12-30T23:24:00.000-08:00

Actually a stay-home sunday for today. But I can't stand the temptations

when my mom insists on going for a sprees for her new dress

outfit for her business stuffs ! I wonder, how ugly it would turns out if she's gonna

like wear a super long dress out lah! -.-

So, I spend my day out with both my dad&mom, to robinsons and novena! : D

Lunch at home, then dad drove us to robinsons to purchased mom

outfit. Then to novena for sprees. A super quick speed-shopping, actually.

Yessssssssss, I swear i really loves hitting out with mom for sprees lah. I finally,

purchased my levis watch(: That was like a super long cravings of

mine, since last few weeks. Like god bless, i could purchased it before school

reopens! Grandma house, then home.

The weather today is so so much better than yesterdays weather. A super

360degreeees changes. Which is really good : D Outting with

my lovely loveliest gfs tomorrow! Im looking really

forward okay? I miss their laughters and all.. Yup, good news

more to arrived, pls. Tomorrow's the last day of year 2007, and 2008 is approaching

so soon, that i would seriously like, hope it would be a good super good year for

meeeeeee, laaa! Like who doesn't wants their life to be good and safe?

Okayyy, hope tomorrow would be a frigging good weather then, : D Goodnights.
those phone laughters, those smile of urs, are my long loves}

2007-12-29T22:07:00.000-08:00

Time check: 945
Okay, I realised that i loves blogging early nowadays : D So i woked up really

late this afternoon. At about 2pm! Yup, its seriously late enough for

me lah. My alarm clock seems so dead, really. I set it at 11am, but it actually

rings at 130pm! Had my lunch with parents at home! My

first attempt home cook! And it turns out gross, I swear): I wonder

when I would actually learns how to whip out some edible good food. Stayed

home for long, this afternoon. In the late noon, lefted home to compass with mom for

metro shopping. Which is super boring, really! Had dinner over there, then home ( :

Been using the computer for super long, and it seems so like bursting soon-.-

Sunday, tomorrow! Which is frigging good, i suppose? Yup, i need more fresh air, please! Goodnights ( :

where's the old past which i've been finding long for, is?

2007-12-28T01:02:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers! Like th typical old blog posting. Been so dead, seriously.

Feeling, moodless, lethargic, as usual. I think, nothing changes actually. Been still the

same, i thought? ):

I'd always love to ask : How's would Friday coming along? I hope

it's good because I woked up feeling pretty good today in a really long time. The

weather's really nice since last night too, and it

definitely brings up my spirits high! Was intended to stay

home for long today. But I was way too bored! So, mom have got no choice, but

to bring me along with her for shopping. Lefted home to Marina sq, apparently reached

there at about 1pm? Saw pretty tops, pretty bottoms, pretty

bags, pretty flats, pretty everything, Yes! And as I tired to do speed-shopping,

I still didn't manage to get what I want. Because, its all out of budget):

Obviously, my mood didn't go well! You know? I seriously, wanted to purchased

all kinds of needed cravings. But, seems like I couldn't, when money

don't seems loving me la-.- After the sprees, had kfc for

dinner/supper! Then, homesweethome(:

It's the starting of weekends, again soon. The last one, before school reopens.

That, really brings me down alot la, I swear. So, dread after

thinking stuffs about school and blah. Okay, enough of nonsence, Gdnights.

Been living in a fantasy without meaning}

2007-12-27T00:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO ( : A late and short one up here! Just came back home

from grandma house, and Im feeling so unenergised now laa!

I seriously need some happy news to get me high): Okay, for some blahblah

shit for today. I woked up really early this morning, again.

Like at about 9? Is that early enough? Super nonsence! Yup, get

prepared. Then lefted to bishan with mom for padi. Waited for like 1/2 and hour,

started padi-ing and done after an hour(: Shop around the mall, then went

to slack around at dad's office. 8pm, grandma house, then home, afterwhich.

Super tired, today! Gotta re-charge the whole battery thing, before

i turn myself into a dead fish! Well, today is good but really boring, actually. Another

great epitome for bordem! Cherios, Goodnights/Goodmorning : D

Imagination fills the void of my existence}

2007-12-26T00:57:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers! Time check: 1230

Im blogging super early these days. Which is really good, i think!

I'm really dead last night, that i hit the sheets so early. Then this morning,

I woked up at 7sharp, down to mall for breakfast with maid.

Was super surprised that I could still woked up automatically

for breakfast on time(: Technically, It's already Wednesday, today. Oh, How i hate

wed so much lah! Thinking backwards, I'm reminding myself time and

times, that school's is reopening soon. Please, get to prepare those

school stuffs asap! Yah, my mom would nags at me everyday without fail.

Which really disturbed my ear, calling torture! Okay, spent

my afternoon with mom at tamp. Walked around, and I saw a super

pretty flats at m)phosis, which really tempt me like f, on purchasing that particular

flats! But that cost straight 35+ Bucks! Just a super quick glance, before
my feet doesn't allows me to walked away-.- Lunch at balithai, then home at 630.

Is this so unlinked post, linked and long enough? Okay
but whatever it is, I am honestly very tired! Too tired to actually put thoughts to

words now, because my brain isn't really processing what I want to say and

It's not gonna help if I continue typing crap. Maybe more next time ( :

The time of ours was worthless, but I tried}

2007-12-25T23:41:00.000-08:00

Well, today was good ( : Here's a super short one, and i'll hit the sheets early,

I swear. Im been so dead since in the morning! Yup, meet

aunty up for a short x'mas dinner. Trained down to chinatown, and

we had our dinner over there too. Home at 1030 : D Christmas, ending soon

in another 15minutes time. That equals to also, school's

reopening in another few days time, right? Which is frigging sad,

i thought? Nobody loves waking up in the early morning, listening to birds chripping

away, dragging ur feets to the toilet. Rushing for bus, and running to school

when it's after 7:20? Okay, I still remembers the whole prepared

school stuffs, yall see! No more school matters for now. Been really d-r-e-a-d!

So, Goodnights!

Time has fooled me into thinking it's a part of me;

2007-12-24T04:07:00.000-08:00

MERRY X'MAS, TO ALL( :

Time check: Sharp 4am! I don't know why am I still awaked at this time.

When I should be then sleeping like a log right now la. So, christmas

eve today. I spent my afternoon with aunty, which is super enjoyable, I swear.

Actually meeting earlier, but I woked up at a time when

we should be somewhat done preparing. So, met up late instead. At about 1230,

i think( : Trained down to Bugis for shopping, which is really packed full

of people. I doubt people there, could breathe freely and well.

Seoul-garden for our lunch. I really enjoyed playing with raw foods like

those leftover prawn heads-.- Took neoprints, after lunch. Which is like years since

I last took neoprints with her laa! Lefted to street, for shopping

then down to fareast for walk! Hans, for dinner then trained back to compass at 9(:

I was like dead beat tired laa. But mom insist me on going for

dinner tonight with family. So, i dragged my feet along! Hitted to vivo, and bosses

for my second dinner. I'll be gain-ing another 10kg, after my lunch and

my first/second dinner, as well. ) : Had countdown

at outside takashimaya hall. Homesweethome! Okay, Did still enjoyed myself well.

I swear, it's seriously better spending my time outside with family doing

all kinds of dumb stuffs! Stay home, would be a torture! Not forgetting:

24thDEC/ Is my superb lovely loveliest maid, birthday! And it's th last spending

her bd, over singapore. Which is damn sad lah! She's leaving me soon! So, that's super

means, I'll be doing all kinds of household chores soon, too.

Be prepared, lah dumb! -.-

Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise;

2007-12-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

Weekends is about to end soon. Which is really fast, i thought?

Christmas eve tomorrow! ( : And guess who am I celebrating my 07' Eve with?

Yes, with my lovely loveliest aunty, again. Been spending

christmas and xmas eve together since 06. & It's the lovely second

xmas outting soon, spent tgt again! Which is frigging good! So afterall, I won't

spent my Christmas at home, rotting and crying away for school! -.-" Okay,

out from this topic. Todays weather is super spelled loves, really.

Been rainning heavily, and the weather is duperb cooling good! Was out

with family to central for lunch and did shop around for my christmas outfit, which my

mom willing-ly allowed me to buy. Since like last month of naggings looking for

the outfit I long wanted, and finally I've purchased one, which is

somewhat last minute brought! But still, I'm contented enough! ( : Dad,

drove us to grandma house for the advanced party, afterwhich. Okay, i really

loves swensen logcake la! The deco of the cake, was really nice

and as well to say, the taste was really good. 'One year, one time to taste sucha

awesome cake!' Did exchanged present with cousins and all! So, did

received lovely pressie, too ( :

Yup, homesweethome then! Sunday, today was good. Anyway, new

agenda on the list, I have this really sudden urge to purchased a levis watch. But,

where could I then to find that damn amount of money,

which is somewhat impossible, actually. So, leave this list blank,

and enjoy the left over holidays, well : D I swear, I'm gonna really enjoy la.

School's reopening soon)':

You were the peace I was looking for;

2007-12-22T00:16:00.000-08:00

A short one here before I hit the sheets early?

Im totally like a super dead beat fish, right now. But today was good ( :

Did spent my afternoon with aunt, to Orchard for a little shopping sprees?

Or should I say, windowed shopping? Okay, doesn't makes any

difference, actually. Met her at 130, trained down to Fareast, and shopped around for

our tess and bottoms! Brought auntys, flats! Then lefted there to cine for

dinner! Was rainning like nobody's business, again. Which is like

really so dreadful lah! Hitted to rm; To collect my specs and to order her lens.

Homesweethome, afterwhich. A long day, spent outside. And I enjoy

myself well with th loveliest aunty's acc! Which is frigging ass g-o-o-d (:

Sunday tomorrow is good, as well! Spending my time over

at grandma house to celebrate their so called advance xmas party? But somehow,

don't sounds right, i thought? But whatever it is, i don't

wanna spent my left over holidays at home, hopefully. Okay, it's

really time to turn in early! I don't wanna turn myself back to the damn owl mode!

we reflect on miscommunication and misunderstandings;

2007-12-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

But deep down, i'll still hold em' close to my heart, never let them' go;

Is this really what meant to be true?

Mundane says mundane mundane! Waking up doing the same old routine s-h-i-t):

Todays bad lah, i swear. Feeling tired would never be out of the agenda,

isn't it? But, right now; Maybe a solution is all I need to unlock this

mundane and no meaning life. Solution: Un-mundane the mundane life. Im

feeling so empty again. Do something to my life, please! Okay, what about today then?

I woked up really early this morning, doing those same old stuffs.

Looked at the clock, staring for like 10seconds, then off to wash up. Then

showered, tv-ed, b/f at the same time then to stick my

face on the computer screen for hours or even the entire day?

Yah, this is what people name as the no life routine. Totally bad, i thought?

But what to do, other than all these? )': Skipped topic, I seriously need to do something

about my fringe, it's not making me happy la! I just had a major brain

freeze, out of the sudden, like for only 20seconds! Honestly,

i don't know what I want to pen down tonight. So is it like that, You stare

at your screen, then nothing's processing through. With all kinds of un-linked

thoughts, passing through ur brain and things you don't wanna break ur

thinking and think about? Because really, I don't even know what

I wanna actually say now. Blank, totally blank out with empty words!

How's saturday going later on? I'm meeting out my loveliest,

aunty out for sprees again. Which is really good la(: Been days since I last seen her,

and Im looking forward, you see! Godddddd, i finally manage to re-watched

some of my past vcd~ So breakfast, please!
Can't stand th feeling inside, cos the speed of me is jaded;

2007-12-20T23:34:00.000-08:00

Tick tock clock says its soon to be 12am( : I'll just blog a little, cos Im feeling

really empty at this whatever time! Wanted to leave a

blank onto this so un-relinked post, but Im way too bored, seriously.

I spent my day out with parents today. Lefted to novena and I brought 1boxes

of doughnuts back home for supper! So unhealthy, but i like. The quee

was super long, i swear. I waste my 45mins time over there

just for my supper tonight. Frigging Good(: Dinner over novena sq, and

homesweethome. Oh well, i wanna turn in for now. Think i need plenty of sleep!

Im feeling so uncomfortable): May tomorrow filled with stuffs for me to be done with,

please; Takecares( :

Taking sweet time saying our goodbyes;

2007-12-19T01:17:00.000-08:00

I'm still waking up feeling damn tired! I think it's like time I gota

built up my body again by dosing myself with all kinds of vitamins my mom

always forces me to eat. Speaking of which, that always

reminds me again, that mom once did force me to finish up

that whole two plates of fruits/vegetables, bottles of vitamins and etc;

Would scare me off, I swear! Out from this topic, I was really totally beat last night

and also the past few days. Which is really bad, i thought? So, what about

today then? Today's awesome, because i met carina out, just to

acc her for books and also to collect my past few months purchased

uniforms. Korean food for lunch this afternoon, which is good( : Had our fill,

then lefted to Serangoon central to collect my uni. Brought skirt

too, and i swear it's super long okay? (Imaginations, again-.-) Acc her

for books then trained down to Compass, to

purchased her wallet! Mac for slacking, then homesweethome!

So, my afternoon was spent not rotting at home, but to spent time out instead! : D

Todays weather, is bad! I thought it would rain but no. It's super hot,

outside la. Okay, i think I've still stuffs left undone. Which

is really uneasy, when things are not yet brought back home! 130Am soon,

hitting the sheets early is good! Goodnights!

th worst is over, just if only this would be true;

2007-12-18T22:43:00.000-08:00

The song lyrics below this post is nice(: As well to say, I love my blogsong!

So what day is it today? I doesn't even know that today is

already the second day of weekdays! Super failure. Im down

with a flu, sneezing sneezing and semi-puffy eyes just yesterday night.

Couldn't sleep that night although I was feeling rather restless)': Its really irritating

when you're tired, but you can't get to sleep. So, I went out with mom

together with maid this afternoon with a damn pair of gross eyes!

Down to mall, to look and re-buy another spare specs. Was super surprised

that my mom would like allow me to re-buy, when I seems to have 2

old specs lefted at home, still! Hopefully, I won't regret after

the deposit of 100bucks! Like how good and lovely my mum, could be la(:

Im fortunate enoughttttt. So, after acc mom for her padi, lefted to compass for

our late lunch! Lunch was awesome today. We had swensen for lunch,

which is really wonderful(: Fish&chips and merri mint, is frigging frigging good; L-O-L;

Time check: 1030! I just yawned,

but I don't feel like going to bed. Random movies, pls(: Have a great weekday all.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.

[ 卓文萱 - 手心]

我一个人徘徊在我们的海

闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝

爱距离也分不开

你送的贝壳还在呼唤

在耳边答应要给我未来

那一天手心里的爱我放不开

等一个人多么孤单

我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱

我勇敢了起来

当你回来的时候

我一定要跟你说别再走开

我跟寂寞在比赛等你带我

手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海

泪不可以掉下来

我学着向日葵抬起头

等待着最亲爱的你回来

抱着我称赞我的勇敢

那一天手心里的爱我放不开

等一个人多么孤单

我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐

握紧了手心里的爱

我勇敢了起来

当你回来的时候

我一定要跟你说别再走开

贝壳握在手心静静的变得温暖

就像是握住一点点答案

Repeat cho(x1)

2007-12-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers(: Im being so kind to greet. Okay, I think that's way too funny

to greet, " Hello WORLD "

Yesss, I spent my whole afternoon with the loveliest, aunty! Which keeps

my laughter going and going lah. How good, i thought? I met her up,

at 12plus i think. Trained all the way down to orchard, and fareast for shopping sprees.

I swear, people there was like all super tiny ants. Had our lunch at hans, and

We saw, carina the pretty lady( : Hello&Goodbye, then lefted

for shopping. Brought almost all for what we needed and wanted.

Wanted to watched movie at cine, but was rainning heavily outside. And, we've got no

chance to even walk all the way down when the rain doesn't seems stopping.

Waited, and hittied to bugis for walk instead of watching movie.

But somehow, Bugis was even worst, I swear. I really regretted going to the street,

when it's rainning! And what worst more, is the heels we're wearing, is Killing!! :\

I swear I swear and I swear again, I won't wear this duper high heels

out to town for long walking distance anymore! My leg ache like mad now): I wonder,

when my toes would recover soon, again! Out from this topic;

Acc aunt for her watch and compass for slacking and dinner, afterwhich.

So, i enjoyed my time spent with her la : D Gonna be another few days,

to our meeting day, again. All faults to her small cousins, right! L-O-L! Another,

anti-rotting day tomorrow. I loves December, really. I think,

I really did spent my time meaningfully? Christmas, approaching soon.

Which is really the day I'm looking forward on. One last thing, I really find faults on

my computer la! The d/c and all, is driving me nuts. I'll gonna go switch off the

computer soon and watched repeated vcds again. Goodnights( :

Well I'm back in the class, falling out of your past;

2007-12-16T08:27:00.000-08:00

Will someone give me answers to my why(s)? What Seriously I needs to do soon:

1 Re-organize desk

2 Do up collages for bedroom wall

3 Watch whywhylove again

4 Think of what to get for gfs xmas' Gift

5 Pick out clothes for later on

6 Purchased everything i need soon

Is what I really needs la): Yes, Im being really excited about later on

event with aunty! (: We're going to purchased our

needed stuffs, finally! Since like last month We've been longing for

our stuffs, but not even one is brought. Out from this topic, about sundays event

today was Good! I spent my afternoon at takashimaya, to purchased

my super super long wanted school shoes( : Which

cost me double bomb. But was happy in the other hand, which

is like so lucky that there was lefted one big size which could only like fitted my leg:\

Other than school shoes, I brought my adidas shorts! Which, is my super

long wanting too! Okay, sund was another well spent day.

Lefted to grandma house around 3. Homesweethome, afterwhich.

So, I am in such a jolly mood now. Guess what I was doing for the past half an hour

or so? I was reading through all my old comments in friendster, again.

Which is so memorable, actually. Entertaining, and they cracked

me up like mad! Late posting here, and I'm sorry for the duperb unlinked

post today. GoodMorning, Monday(:

it's gonna be my fault and no one else;

2007-12-15T02:37:00.000-08:00

Blogging tonight, makes me feel happy. Because, Im super high today ( :

Credit to loveliest aunty. Spent my day with her today,

was good. Short to say, I had a well spent afternoon! I slept really early yesterday night,

I was way too sleepy, for the first time, i think back! Somehow, I really

wish I could felt super sleepy when the clock hits 10pm. So, I'll

kick away the sleeping late night, and waking up late the next day. Lefted

home at 1230, and we had malay food for lunch! On a side track note, We had

our plannings hitting out soon to purchased our school/xmas

needed stuffs after sund :D As well to say, i'll gonna loves sunday

tomorrow too! You know, what's anti-rotting?! Yes, continue on; Was really

bored walking around levels and levels of shops, so had the urge hitting to marina

sq for shopping. Wasnt that early, so gta waste each 10bucks for cab!

& We both saw, a super lovely new watch at N-I-K-E! God,

That seriously tempt me high, I swear! So we had our dinner tgt at swensen!

The spaghetti at swensen was, awesome really(: Back to compass after

our fill! Mrbean soya milk, slack and homesweethome at 11;

Im in the dead beat mode, now. But was feeling high and good,

at the same time! After this linked or unlinked post, what I really need most

was a lovely bed, lovely pillow, lovely blanket, and dreamed a super lovely dream( :

Goodnights!

&are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

2007-12-14T23:23:00.000-08:00

Exactly 1130pm soon. Actually what I really feel like doing

now is to sit at the living room's sofa, grab a few bags of junks, and hope

there will be some random movies going on at stars, for me to enjoy. So,

I spend my morning, at grandma house with mom ( :

Stayed there for hours, and lefted at 2plus. Then I had my short

shopping spree with mom at amk hub. Wanted to purchased more vcds back

home along. But none was my fav ones-.- Homesweethome, afterwhich.

Im being so kind to acc my mom, for the entire whole day.

Which is like so boring, actually! But, I swear, it's really great not

staying at home. I found out that, I don't loves rotting! I loves fresh air, and

rainning days. Yes, the weather today, is spelled l-o-v-e-s.

Rain almost the whole day, which is like so cooling and good!

You know how it's like, the surroundings all seem

so bright, and you feel so tired just wanna close your eyes and get a frigging

good good sleep? Yeah, I want to sleep now(:

you poor sweet innocent thing on me, making me feel worst,

making me feel even down;

2007-12-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

To live a lie would be a sin;

Okay, perhaps this is true enough to describe a

person living in world full of lies:\ I suppose that was true enough,

i thought? Whaa-daaaah; Im way too happy today la. I spend my whole

entire morning and afternoon with my dearest, A-U-N-T! Been like 1month since i last

seen her. Did only goes through msn/msg/call! Its best, face to face and I'll get to

fool around like i've always been, when she's around! (: So, I really

spend my day meaningfully. Last minute plan, meeting out to purchased

our damn books. Okay, we're kiasu enough, we knew-.- But my mom insists me to

purchased it early, before theres out of stock or something. Thats, super gone la my mom!

So putting that aside, I woked up really early this morning. At

6A-M! I dreamed something so s-c-a-r-y. Yes, super scary, I swear!

So, din't continue on sleeping. I went down to have b/f with mom instead. Met,

aunty at 1030? No shops are opened yet! So went around slacking, and 80 down to

school, for books:\ I spent 60bucks away, just for a few books

and files. Heartache! Bring along those heavy stacks of books walking

all the way down to the busstop, really kills me! So, went slacking around, looking

at our past pictures and videos. I swear, that could really makes me roll on

the floor laughing NON STOP! -.- Had dinner at th foodcourt and

home at 8? You know what? We spend our time away, planning about

school matters/christmas outting/christmas gifts&outfit/ and much more to hit on!

That takes almost 2hours to start planning, and to end everything.

I'm talking too much lah, now my brain feels like exploding due to talking/typing

too much. Whaaaa da vaa, Goodnights( :

我只能低着头发呆

让回忆渗透脑袋

渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外

但内心还想不开

因为我明白

其实你都还在

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼

想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都叫给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀

他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该

在他身上找依赖

算不算是种出卖

因为你一直在

我想起了你给我的感动

想起我们之间的温柔

我想起了我们第一次牵手

我闭上眼

想起当时你许下的承诺

把你整个心都叫给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

2007-12-12T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hello, lovely loveliest blog(: Okay, a day out with carina, this whole afternoon.

I even woked up late this morning. Meeting at 1, I woked up at 12:45!

How power, am I, i thought? So at las, we met at 2PM instead. Lefted to Orchard

for our shopping spree. Wanted to hit to Bugis, but was rainning!

But seriously, that doesn't makes any difference la. Walked down to fareast

and we slow walked all around the whole shopping mall. Now, my toes hurts like mad.

5plus, trained down to plaza sing for our spaghetti lunch/dinner. Which

I really longed for-.- Trained down to Compass, and lefted

for walk over there(: Brought nail polish, and blaaah! And I got home at 730?

So, that's my day spend! Overall, I had really a good time with ctxy, the loveliest(:

such a lovely shape, i thought-.-

Christmas is soon approaching! & Im really looking forward la.

Countdown, pls :D So, what about those christmas gifts and all? Not even one is

purchased. -.- 12AM, soon! Time passes fast, really. I would

really like to spend my time away, doing things worth doing. Okay, wth I'm thinking?

i've got my finger on the trigger and your in my way.

2007-12-11T01:12:00.000-08:00

1:00AM, on my clock! Came back not long ago from merchant h,

for dinner and those super lame singing session. I saw stars over there too! :\

Thought it would be fun, but it was hell bored, I swear.

So, back to point. Hello everyone again, Im feeling so slow.

Seriously, I've got none stuffs to blogged for today. Been so bored,

blogging nonsence lah. I've got something bad to report! The ulcer on my tongue

is such a pain in the ass!): Please heal quickly, dear ulcer! I feel like as if I

have a piercing on my tongue. And, that's super gross, i thought,

to have a whatever ulcer just right below?! Okay, somehow I don't really

understand what Im crapping about actually! Hitting th sheets early,

So goodnights, folks!

Those flashbacks and warm nights, almost left behind.

2007-12-10T22:32:00.000-08:00

Today was a fine day(: Spend my whole afternoon with carina, the loveliest!

Had plannings yesterday night to hit out this afternoon to

collect our long purchased lens. Been like weeks since we've said

that we're gonna go collect, but so end up din't. Met her up at 130 and

had mac for our lunch. We're like complaining so much that we're starving like mad! -.-

Collect our lens, and left over to compass for swesen, icecream! Okay, slack

around and home at 5, to catch my fav show! Intended

to acc ctxy over to orchard to look for her mom but din't, at las.

So, that was my day then! A short yet simple and a happy one.

Im happy that part of me is back to normal, again.

I find it hard to actually say Im really satisfied with those everything

i've got, and sometimes I am filled with so many uncertainties, which appears to be

so stone! If only some things could be comprehend!

Thats simply, great(: Planning for tomorrow, would be a stay-home-day!

& At 7, would be hitting for my dad's working stuff dinner at somewhere idk! With

the whole lot of us(: So, I'm really looking forward. What's more to add?

♥Old is the new new.

2007-12-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

So I had a not-too-bad dinner outside with family(:

I think i was hungry. So the food tasted better than ever! Did

spend my whole afternoon with mom, shopping sprees! How finally? I really

loves going out with my loveliest mom lah(: Like who doesn't

loves going out with their mummy's? So, hitted to takashimaya

and walked down to center point to purchased my bag! Lefted around 5,

dinner and home at 730(: Okay, afterall I din't spend

my time rotting at home. I've breathe in fresh air(: The weather

was good, today! Yah, I've purchased another vcd along with me home. Devil

beside you(: Yes, that show was super long ago, if I'm not wrong! I admit, i

really loves spending my time watching vcds and spend my

time away bumping towards my bed, rest and the accompany of so

much lovely ~~junks~~ with the vcds brought back home.

Time would pass so fast than usual.

Not forgetting to remind myself that Christmas is approaching

so soon lah! I've not yet purchased gifts, not yet purchased my christmas

outfit, school books, school need items. How? Im feeling

so uncomfortable with none items bought, yet. I'll make sure,

I'll have my shopping spree with my lovely mom soon, again(: I had

banana nut crunch with milk not long ago, Im d-e-l-i-g-h-t-e-d!

Just then, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor;

2007-12-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

Shiat! Im feeling so lethargic. I feel so aimless, I find myself

sleeping more than usual this few days, but I'm still

feeling tired. You know, i've been sleeping early and waking up

late this few days. I'm like losing interest in everything)': It's exactly 12.00am

now, and I wish I can kick this stupid habit of going to bed at some

terribly late time, waking up when everyone has already

done half a days work, had their lunch, and me?:\ I just woked

up! My body clock's screwed. What esle do I wanna scew, i wonder. Oh,

my results are screwed too. I suddenly realise that my marks are way too

gone case. Few hours back, i've been like flipping through my

report book out of boredom. And i find myself so low lah! I'm f/ing

myself up real bad I realise. & I am like not doing anything to make

things better): How good!

More than enough to speak rubbish; To produce more words,

to produce out long posting-.- I have only like few weeks of holidays left,

I guess i better gta do something right, something

worth spending my holidays well. More fresh air tomorrow

breathe in, i hope! I don't wanna spend my time rotting and dying(:

Goodnights.

I'm finding that how you alone can break my fall?

2007-12-07T22:47:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna like do the usual routine blogging. But as for this time round,

I find myself lossing interest in blogging. So, stayed

awaked last night continued on with my vcds. Been chatting

nonsence with carina last night, since we both are owls-.- Had breakfast

at mac with maid and home at 9(: Stayed home the whole

afternoon to complete the whole three packs of vcds.

Yah, i've done with all! Im gonna rot myself to death after this post

and after today! I thought, that was something sad. Like how I wonder, why

would my left over holidays been spend with no other meanings)':

Weekends are hitting to town, and so do christmas soon.

Weeks more to go and merry christmas!(:

Okay, goodbye! Im done blogging here, Goodnight folks.

I'd rather say nothing than the same old lines;

2007-12-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

I woked up at 630am this morning, is this called the news breaking

or something? Yah, I think thats all because I slept way too

early yesterday night. Just for this, I woked up

early in a super refreshed mood! (: Had my breakfast

at home. With my both super lovely parents! Just after the long

period of breakfast session. Been watching repeated shows from 9 to 1pm.

I think thats long enough! Prepared myself and lefted home with

brother to purchased my new vcd. Yah, lucky that he

was free this afternoon to acc me out! You know, staying at home for long will

really rot me out, seriously. Just then i thought, and I remembered, that I

don't wanna rot and die that early. I've got way too much of

stuffs which are so left undone-.- So I just purchased whywhylove(:

My brother encouraged me to watched. He name that I would

eventually love the episodic movie after watching

part of it. Okay, I super admit that Im a episodic movie freak lah!

Guess and count how I could like purchased stacks and packs of vcds,

after watching and throw it aside, like as if that was free or

something. My mom even nags at me like mad, after she saw that countless

packs of vcd lying on the ground:\ Suddenly, Ive that stupidty

urge to sell all my vcds away to ppl lah! Like, how

could I?-.- Okay, that was why I name out that stupidty act!

So, back home after our lunch(:

Yah, cherios to me! Ive got 48episodes to keep myself out of boredom

this few days. & I eventually hope that I won't finished

it off by 3 few days. I swear, I'll keep my chance away out

of boredom lah. Im awaiting to finished off my vcds! (: Im happy and

I'll stay awaked tonight!

I think you're truly something special, just what my dreams

are really made of.

2007-12-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers(: Second post of the day! Okay, Im way too

bored lah! Just done with my 4episode, and I've stopped watching. My

eyes are gone case): Time check: 430 Tell me what

to do next? The worst of the worst is I can't even get to

sleep now. I guess after this so un-relinked post, i'll bang the wall &

die. Like, if I've my time table done right now, I bet i won't be that pathetic!

I wonder why I've that urge to blogged at this time when everyone

seems sleeping soundly la!

C A R I N A , says: the show very cute!

C A R I N A , says: : D

Hey, even the loveliest ctxy, name that the show was c-u-t-e! Hahaha;

What else more to blogged?

2007-12-05T23:43:00.000-08:00

Been nice to say: Hello blog readers(:

So, the feeling of coming back to singapore, was still not that comfortable-.-

Just then I wonder why la! @#%! This is so dumb, having

so much of unexplainable feelings of late.

Why it that so? But okay, back to the point. Stayed

awaked last night, to finish off my super long posting dedicated

to my dumb blog! & To finish off packing my holiday stuffs. Yah, so

much to pack-.- In the afternoon at 3plus, dad drove

us to grandma house for dinner. Home at 7(: Thats it; My life is everything

but boring, now. Nah honestly, I do not think talking about one's

life is exactly interesting. But life? Tell me more, I'll

be listening): Been asking ppl what I should blog about today's

posting. Total blank out! Just then to remember, did recieved those

photos taken. But the effect was duper low/gone

standard. The whole pic thang, been damaged like damn):

(God, I swear this is the first prettiest deco swensen i ever seen in my

whole 15 years of living-.-)

(The small little pretty lady wearing the light pink clothing,

really tempt me(: )

( I think this is another shocking news to report la! I wonder when

Singapore would have this kind of wedding car-.-)

Time check: 1130! Okay, I don't know what's more I

should be then blogging la. Off and I swear I'll be hitting the sheets super

early today. Im way like a dead beat fish!

Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i

go around and just pretend, yes i know.

2007-12-04T05:43:00.000-08:00

HELLO! Im back from my trip. Like so super fast la):

Hahaha, but anyway! I did really enjoy myself with my lovely

loveliest family! So, sweapt dust away pls.

My blog&friendster is rotting like nobody's business

now. It's time to update and dah(: So as for the trip, did went to

china, part of chengdu and beijing! 4days of cd and another 4days of bj.

Stayed at cd for four days and in the night, 5 hours of

broading the plane to beijing. So, thats it for my holiday trip.

Time check:530 ; Oh my oh my, I'm so h-i-g-h today, get to hug my

both loveliest dog, really tempt me high, I swear. How sweet that Im so

devoted to them la-.- It's so urber super duber fuber

nuper great time spend at china, overall. I thought it would

be bored and time would pass even slower there. But no, I enjoyed

myself well enough instead. All thanks to my lovely loveliest family la. They

plays a super big part of my life, really(:

Now, I find myself sitting back and reminiscing those times I spend

playing and enjoying myself in all sort of places. I wonder when

would I have the second chance to be out of Singapore for a whole 1 week

and more, again): So, i treasure the times spend for the past

few days. Yah, not forgetting, I took quite a number

of photos during the period of time spend at Beijing(: The scenery

there, was freaking ass beautiful! I'll gonna upload them when brother

sends them to me soon! Okay, I swear Im gonna be damn flustered

after he sends me all those photos taken. Cause I'll took

like almost an hour and a half to get all the photos done and to

upload and stuffs. Not all but a few(: Tell me

thats fast, I'll kill-.- So, as for the weather at china are my super

loves!(: No hot weather,sunny, rainning days. Mostly of the time, weather

stated was 6c-9c. I wonder when singapore would have this

kind of good weather la. No, that might be a dream

or something, I thought:\ People over there, wrap themselve

with so much of thick clothing, really scare me off -.-

Okay anyway, I have a hard time blogging tonight. It's soon

hitting 6. And my parents are nagging me to hit

the sheets early! So, its been really long

since I last post and updated my friendster. Okay,

god bless! Dust everywhere, i suppose. So after this post, I gonna go

cleared out my whole room again. Its hell loads stack of

lauggage and plastic bag lying all around! Out of

this topic, It's already the 4th of december. Gotta think,

brainstorm and plan for many stuffs. Thats duper fast): Right,

good timing. Shall use some quality time soon, to

start planning for my left over holidays. Alright, so end of the day. Tired,

but happy AND satisfied.(: Not asking for more!

Think back for now, I'm typing way too much la,

since like such a long time? Gotta chao now, till again!

Goodnight, loveliest!

And just enjoy the fact that life is good;

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望

看灯火模仿　坠落的星光

我终於到达　但却更悲伤

一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多

你可以等我

以前我不懂得

未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛

它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛

看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛

它流在血液中来回滚动

后悔不贴心会痛

恨不懂你会痛

想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤

那是种多么　寂寞的倔强

你拆了城墙　让我去流浪

在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱

需要依赖我

我就装不晓得

自由移动　自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛

它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛

看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛

它流在血液中来回滚动

后悔不贴心会痛

恨不懂你会痛

想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了

多爱你就会抱你多紧的

我的微笑都假了

灵魂像飘浮着　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候

陪你做想做的无论什么

我越来越像贝壳

怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Click the start button & you'll love this song(:

2007-11-26T12:21:00.000-08:00

OH-MY-GOD, okay! Im feeling so excited now.

Time check: 1200 , So it's another 7hours more to go, and Im leaving

singapore for 8days for super good!(: It's total

yayness, I swear. I spend my day at home stacking and

packing my stuffs. I hope nothing important are left behind. So, other

than packing my stuffs. I've cleared out my whole room!

I'm quite satisfied with the clearing up of so much

junk. Serious! Looking at so much unwanted thangs lying all

around. Really, frustrate me off-.- Revamps Revamps; Everythings

in for revamps and changes, i hoped. Would be off for

8days, so rotting comes in la): Not forgetting, I'll missed my

both loveliest dogs. Hope you two would be fine&safe, loves! Okay, I've

got nothing much to add on. So Goodbye, ppl(:

Let’s forget about the notion that we’re not the same.

难过的左心房渐渐冷却

原来是晴天变成雨天

爱走了多远遗留在昨天

辛酸只能强忍住不被发现

(还记得那天你穿的球鞋

你最宝贝的黑白相间

我们肩并肩走不到明天

终于我了解爱有期限

也许放开后我才学会

两颗心不一定到永远

口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念

手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念

就算你离我越来越远

再看不见我的转变

我微笑着和你拥抱道别

却模糊了最后一句再见)x2

也许放开后我才学会

两颗心不一定到永远

口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念

手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念

可惜你离我越来越远

再看不见我的转变

我微笑着和你拥抱的道别

却模糊了最后一句再见

listen to this; really meaningful and nice(:

2007-11-25T23:47:00.000-08:00

Its already the 25th, Im way too excited. Okay,

stop your fruggy crap, idiot(: Had noodles for breakfast. God, i

think thats gone too unhealthy la. So, this afternoon,

get to get out of the house with family to purchased holiday

stuffs and etc. & Yeah, I got another covered shoe at cathy. A really

good one, finally! And, I found out! Buying shoes is

extremly therupatic, really. My dad even nags at me and

says I should start to save money now, because economy is bad. I feel

like laughing at my dad, part of a good reminder to me! -.-

Home at 6! Been busying downloading songs, and I almost explode

infront of the computer screen la. The d/l period

was like forever lag. 2hours of time, not even

10songs was downloaded.

&Im frigging tired now): Despite the fact that I

was down with a damn flu, i still used the compt and insisted on, not

to hit the sheets early. What am i thinking about, i thought?

And these are the moments, i'll remember all of my life.

2007-11-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

Yeah, It's a Saturday today. And what most funniest is,

I don't even know its already the starting of weekends. Like super

joke la-.- Im being sucha a couch potato, again.

Sitting back and relaxing as if, the whole world seems

peace and good(: For just once, before school starts, and I won't

get the chance to anymore, i thought? Its hitting the

december soon. I think thats fast enough. One month

soon to be over and the another one approaching soon. Okay,

enough of school matters la. I woked up early as

usual this morning, and I acc mom&maid for breakfast

at compass. How good(: 10-15mintues walk to there, and we had

mac for b/f. Had hotcakes extra value meal, for once! The aunty at macs

is damn funny la, i swear. I ordered hotcakes meal, and she

could even forgot about my orange juice! And, she

gave me lesser change, as in money yall see! Okay, super

random! Hahaha, I had my laugh(: So, spend my afternoon bathe-ing

my both loveliest dogs. And, Im having a super hard

time la. Like, I swear i won't bear my maid to leave singapore

so soon. I don't wanna be like the next victim,

on bathe-ing the both loveliest dog with bad showering temper! -.-

Sunday, approaching. And, Im gonna spend my day

out with family to purchase those wanted stuffs for my upcoming

holiday(: Looking really forward, and yes, Im

really happy! Happy, that Im leaving singapore for lovely

8days! So, I won't get to rot, won't get to spend my day on those

stacks of vcds. I thought dvd player need rest

too?:\ yah, obviously! That's all for now, folks. Getting back to my

couch. Time checked: 450; Goodnight, loveliest.
}one person, i start to adapt to the inconvienience.

2007-11-23T03:27:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers(: Short and simple today then. Alright, it's

friday today. & i simply enjoy this week of friday!

Had a really productive talk with my loveliest maid last night.

Talked for a straight two hours, all mainly

about the time when I was only 6-7 years old. So

much to talked about, when it all comes to this. I woked up really

early this morning! At 7, i think. Had mac for breakfast and I continue on

with my vcd's. Yah, finally I've finished watching the

brown sugar macc. How i wished i could share the story again

with huiying la. I bet, she would like me to ka-chiao her the lovely

boy(: & something really irritates me like idk.

My computer always bail out on me for no apparent reason. For what

reason, i thought? Its time to pause awhile, and return to bed.

Goodnights(: Last but not least, i loves my new changed background! :D

I never said i'll lie and wait forever.

2007-11-22T18:57:00.000-08:00

Time check for once: 640. Yah, miracle that I blogged

so early for today. I think thats better(: So, I spend my afternoon

with both my aunties and mom at junction8.

Hit crystal jade for lunch and went around the

entire mall for shopping. Mom drived us to northpoint for walk, and

theres nothing la-.- I swear, I won't step in to that 'big' mall

again, for papamama sake! :\ Saw th loveliest hanee there too. So, i bought

nothing for todays shopping. Not even something small for myself):

I think that's sad la. Im gona stay home tomorrow the whole

day to finish up those un-watched cds. Before i leave Singapore

on the 27th. 5days more ! Yah, im really looking forward. Its been like

for months since i last board the areoplane. And the

feeling, was awesome(: So, till here. I swear I'm sleeping soon

after this short and un-linked post. Im way too sleepy):

7pm soon; 4hours of sleep and I'll be back!

Goodnight!

All i hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop}

2007-11-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

I slept at 5am yesterday night, and I woked up at

10am this morning. Is that the world news breaking? No, i thought-.-

So anyway, had my slight b/f this morning with

parents. Lefted home at 130 to accompany ctxy to

re-make her ez-link card. Yall know, she lost her card for like

upteen times already la. I wonder how she lost it, really. H-a-H-a!

So anyway, trained to hgmall, and walked around

the whole entire mall to look for my covered shoe for my

upcoming holiday. Yah, Im going for my holiday soon, really really

soon(: Like, finally Im leaving singapore. I really

detest living in singapore la. ): In my that whole 15 years life.

More than enough, i think. Would be out to chee-na and hk if

possible for 8days. Im gonna really missed my

both loveliest dogs la): Okay, putting that aside. I bought a

super cheap covered shoe. I wonder, how long could I maintain the

same old shoe for days when I started wearing it. :\ Lefted to

compass for lunch. And we had sushis for our lunch, how pathetic!

Bought my holi needed stuffs and as well to

say her camp stuffs for tomorrow. Rm, afterwhich. Shopped a lil,

and homesweethome!(:

Alright, I spend my day, perfectly wonderful la.

Happy and great to say, anti-rotting this afternoon! Im gna have

good events this few days, and Im looking forward.

3cds left, and to a new chapter. Okay, how good! Morning walk with

brother later on. Yah, its 530 hitting 6 soon.

I wonder how small&restless my eyes would be today la.

Goodmorning, loveliest(:

I guess, i don't have to convince myself to believe;

2007-11-20T00:23:00.000-08:00

Lying on my bed,Staring at the ceiling then I close my eyes again;

I still know that I'm never gonna find you. But I do

believe that you're standing right behind. Will i ever

get the answer to my question? I bet, no! But life will go on(:

Seriously speaking for once, I'm not in a blogging mood

now. So pardon me if i typed rubbish): Almost 12am , and I'm not yet in

a sleeping mode. Why? Okay, so I stayed at home the

whole day today. Like what you've been called, the stay

home day. But been out awhile to collect my

vcd. So, look and see, I've spent 21.95 bucks this afternoon after

purchasing that random cd. Not yet forgetting, blogger

sucks big time, really! Need to snap out of my

y'know mood. Can't help, but Im gonna say this, I'm really

restless and trying to be emo now:\ Yah, i know the answer to that!

Because I keep hearing to Blind by lifehouse, that really

tempt me, mad! I think i should end my sentence here la. Seriously,

idk what rubbish i blogged tonight. Seems really

out of point and no meaning linked. Okay, hit the sheets early

and sweetdreams tonight, please(:

Its official, &you know that I'm missing you.

2007-11-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

I think I'm suffering from mild exhaustion like,

again. Due to the late night yesterday and early mornings

almost hitting everyday? I thought holidays,

i should be then sleeping like a log till time hits 12PM :\ But not even

once, i rememered! So, what about today then? Did went out this

afternoon with mom to takashiyama for lunch and to

acc her for purchasing her christmas outfit. Okay, i think

it's way too early lah-.- But seriously speaking, for now almost every

shopping mall, I did really seen alot of christmas deco all

around. And like even christmas tree, blocking almost 1/2 of

the path way. The feeling of christmas approaching, seems exciting i

thought? Saw so much of those pretty striking black

/red/gold dresses with pretty ribbons on,

really tempt me like shit): Okay, i think i should shut my thinking

off la! Its like only the nov 19th. And I'm already

thinking of Christmas event:\ Home at 7! Came home and

brother ordered pizza delivery for treats! Yah, once for a lifetime :D

Dinner tonight, seems really bloated! But as well

to say, dinner tonight was good(:

I don't wanna blog anymore for tonight. I blogged, cos im bored.

So what else more to fill in

and blah? No much more, Goodnights!

What if i told you it was all meant to be; Would you believe me, would you agree?

2007-11-18T01:19:00.000-08:00

Im contemplating on something now, again!

Okay, anyway today is a damn good day spend outside.

Yall know? I finally, stepped out the house

and been outside for hours! The feelings really good.

So, the weather for today is good, as well! Been raining and

wind blow wind(: Yah, I woked up really early this

morning. To have my breakfast on time and I went for

morning walk with Brother-.- Lefted home to marina sq and

had my shopping spree there! Home at 630(: Thats

my day, then! Well apparently, im still in my sleeping mode. And

I wonder why; Alright, its almost 1250am right now.

&I don't know what esle can i do, other than vcding): Gonna

stare at the tv screen for hours, and hit to sheets

when the clock hits 6(: Goodnights.

As you start to explain something, i'm proud of you;

2007-11-17T00:36:00.000-08:00

Rotting too much seems, so dead now! So

anyway, today was a so called stay-at-home day for me.

I woked up at around 8plus i think, for whatever reasons. So,

i stared at the computer for hours since morning. The

whole house was quite dark today, prolly due to the weather.

I felt rather good acutally. The weather can really

determine my mood. Raining days are good(: So, in the afternoon actually

intended to meet gfs out for dinner. But both me and aunt couldn't

make it lah! Sorry lves, meet up soon for our sentosa

trip alright? And after chatting with aunt for hours, i think i

really need to get a job soon, if can! Yah,

seriously! You know, suddenly, No~ So out of sudden, my

wallet reminded me I've blank notes inside. That really destroy my

happy mood to slient mode lah! Need to snap out of my

slacking mode and vcding time, really; I'm like

tired and lazy everyday, if though i do not need to do

anything. The consequences of slacking way too much, i think):

So, dinner with family outside at amk-hub! Home at 1030!

Like that's my day lah. 1215 right now,

i think i should spend my time sleeping. Dont think r-o-t, i hope!

Goodnights.

In my most desperate circumstance, is where i'm finally found;

2007-11-16T23:09:00.000-08:00

Time check: 1100

Ive got nothing to blogged for today! Simply

and short to say, i've been a obedient child. I stayed

home and acc my loveliest mom! Yah, how

good, i thought? :\ Stop myself from vcding today, been staring at

the computer for hours in the afternoon and till now, still sticking

my face onto the screen as if I've never stared

before. I think it's really time, to spend my holidays

perfectly great, i thought! Its already the nov 16th. Till then, i

think the rest of the nov holidays, should spend my

time earning money and so! But I din't

eventually. I even stayed at home the whole day to kill

time away. Alright, i think i should do that till the end of holidays.

Before school starts, I hope everything would be

fine): Too early to say so, so Goodnight pals!

So when the night falls, it takes me millions counted of droplets to fall .

2007-11-15T23:53:00.000-08:00

Hey blog readers! Im getting happy,

when days pass by. For whatever reasons, i don't know!

My computer is working fine today. I thought that was a superb

good news? But Im not happy when the computer works

fine whenever Im sleepy): But it's alright.

What matters the most, is the computer turns out fine and

good! So what about today then? I've nearly thrown my alarm

clock aside this morning. Met carina out for breakfast

and to collect my contact lens as well! Something seems

super funny while i called back some miss-ed called number which

called me just two days back. I don't know what the hell I

was talking, and i speak rubbish. Acc her for

bus, and home(:

Yah, what about the rest of the day. In the

afternoon, night and so on? I spend my afternoon, vcding.

Time pass really fast, and so, that helps me spend

my afternoon perfectly great! Okay, I should stop blogging now.

I can't concentrate):

CTXY, leaving to m'sia tomorrow for 3days?

And do takecares while having fun and all alright?(: Come back

soon and more clothes outting! Like, enough

of typing! Goodnights.

You are the last thing on my mind;

2007-11-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

I found out something super wierd , and i would

like to share. I wonder why would i like the scenery outside my

bedroom window. It makes me feel calm and

serene, seriously! Just then, i've found out a new past

time: Enjoying scenery and being quiet. So un-me, i know(:

Enough of nonsence, i remind myself countless

times! To prevent myself from blogging unknown stuffs. Yah,

so what about today then? I woked up super early like at 9AM in the

morning, and i slept at 6! 3 hours of sleep, and i wonder how i

survived till now -,- Left home with mom to shop

around. & I bought myself a doughnut while hitting home :\

I wonder why, just that out of sudden, im in

love with that! no , i thought it should be since last

week? Okay, that doesn't matter. What really matters now, should

be the planning of time from tomorrow onwards. Yah , thats

important, and as well to say. I don't wanna

spend my whole 24hours occupied on those stacks of

vcds. Life should be interesting(: I think that I'm way

too out of point.

1130 soon, hit the sheets early and I'll make

sure i'll be on time for my breakfast tomorrow morning!

Goodnights. (:

Don't you love the life you killed ?

2007-11-13T00:26:00.000-08:00

Well today is okay , but really boring . Another

great epitome for bordom . Woked up at 10am this morning

with unknown calls ringing and ringing for

countless time . A stayed home day for today then !

Yah , i enjoy my time spending at home with the acc of stacks

of vcds . I think Im' fortunate(: Hahaha , thats pure

nonsence i suppose . My computer is super wierd , i swear .

But before it corks up again, let me blog this super short post!

Hear my agony , and i bet you'll faint): Would be

out with mom in the morning tomorrow, and Im looking

forward! Stay at home for long don't seems good, actually!

Humans need fresh air , and so do I (: Goodnights.

Like a lost balloon , rising up .Through the afternoon, and

then you appeared .

2007-11-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers (:

Time stated now was 1115 . Im posting every

post earlier than what I've did the past previous long post .

Yah , i spend my time vcding at home this

few days . As for today , been out with carina . Time

spend together was , great ! Met her at kovan station and hit to town

afterwhich . Shopped clothes and all , and I nearly faint .

Just because we starve ourselve since in the early 1pm . & I don't

know why lah . At 6 , trained to compass ; Acc her to

purchased her tees and 119 to Rm(:

And theres something super embarassing happening

during that period of time . My eyes seems so wrong ):

Bought doughnuts and home !

Im contemplating on something now ,

yes again ; I always contemplate , and i wonder why ,

seriously . Im quite sick of , hello everybody

today , i woked up , eat , watch tv , play , compt , sleep . . Type

of bloggings . If you know what i mean , Im serious getting bored

of all this stupid dedicated compo thangs . But I can't

stop myself from this , when boredom strikes . Like

lastly , Im gonna blog super short posts from now on . Yesss ,

to control myself from blogging nonsence .

Craps like long dedicated compositions . Thats gross -.-

Okay , vcding tonight ; Goodnights .

I need no soft lights to enchant me, if you would only

grant me the right, the right things i want .

2007-11-11T22:33:00.000-08:00

Family outting this morning (: Home at 3 . Yah ,

what to blogged for today then . Doughnuts makes me a

happy person . I had two doughnut

today ! Okay , that makes me f-a-t lah . But i

think its alright , when something actually makes me happy ,

worth almost everything i thought? Don't make sence , but

its alright . I think I'm being really anti-climax

recently . Like I can be super happy one moment , then

next i'll be stoning . I'll just go occupy myself

with those stacks and packs of vcd or maybe something

esle so i'll wont be stoning then . Yeah , Goodbyeee!

I've suffered and i've seen the light ;

2007-11-10T00:08:00.000-08:00

Time check : 12

I love saturday nights and sund mornings , yah thats

the best , really [: So how was it today then?

First up , hello blog readers . I suppose ,

today was a frigging good good day again . Cos , im

living my life perfectly alright and fine . I woked up at 8am

this morning . So , i made breakfast for myself . My maid

encouraged me to do so -.- I melted cheese

on the plaine bread and boiled eggs . So its really

good that my maid stocked up on groceries today . So now

I have orange and fresh milk to choose from for beverage . Throw in

raisin croissants and plaine bread , my breakfast will be

just per-fect ! Hahaha , i sounds so idk feelings .

Been vcding and siming this afternoon . After all that ,

had dinner at Compass with mom&dad . Hitted home at 7 ;

Somewhat , I wasn't actually planning to blogged tonight .

But the tempt of blogging cause me to blogged :\

Dont' make sense again , i knew .

Vcd-ing tonight , Takecares !

Still enough time to figure out, how to chase my blues away .

2007-11-09T23:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING (:

Im wierd . I dont feel sleepy at night .

But i feel damn shacked like when i wake up in the

everyday morning . For papamama

sake now , i don't know why i was like freaking

tired this morning lah . I actually even woked up at 830AM .

Un-usual , yes i thought ? Met carinaaaaaaaa for

breakfast and to purchased huiying's birthday gift .

Had our b/f at the whatever jap/korean place . A full one ,

and to purchasing of gift . Bought

another disposable coloured lens . And i wonder

why did i purchased that , when ive' already one :\ 28 Bucks

gone ; I think i shouldn't waste any more money

before my bank book seems so empty

without a single cent in it . Lefted and i

bought doughnuts for myself -.-

Home at 1 and i continue vcd-ing . And i found

out my disc was faulty due to don't know what reasons .

Okay , super down luck ): Todays'

weather is bad . But my moods good ! And a super

coincidence thangs happened lah~

I thought that was just . . something which could

happen , out of a sudden . I suppose that i was wrong . Well

then , I'm gonna hit the sheets early tonight , i swear !

Goodnights .

End of the day , the hour hand has spun ;

2007-11-08T23:32:00.000-08:00

Time stated was 1130 . And Ive

reached home just really not long ago . Time

seems passing slower than yesterday , i thought ? Been

staying right awaked every night since

school close . I dont' think staying up late is good :X

Woked up early and prepared . Dad drove us to grandma house ,

to have this whole family reunion thang . Yah , after

everything was like hitting 2PM . Lefted there to Novena ,

and dinner at red house (: Enjoyed

this long day out with family . But seriously speaking , i

rather stay at home and rot . For this , i dont' think i know why

am i thinking this way or , not . Brought myself few

vcd episodic show , to keep myself occuppieed

and done with this whole nov thang . Seriously , Im really

looking forward on dec , this month (: Alright , by then i think

everything would change like mad due to soon

school reopening event , i suppose? Okay , but why should it

be event again ? Like what i said before , posting should

be rubbish , should be crap and all this . Yah ,

i think thats' the only way to consoleeee myself lah )':

And im proud to say so , Ive' finally purchased

my long wanted romantic princess vcd . Im gonna

stuck myself at home , stick my face on

the tv screen and done with the one

whole stack of vcds brought; Hitting 12 soon ,bathe myself

and hit to sheets !

When i turn out of the light, even the night, it only reminds me of you;

2007-11-07T23:52:00.000-08:00

从皮包里扯出我们的照片
沙发要移到客厅的另一边
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
已经没什么人会埋怨

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线过去那些情节更明显

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门没差别

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线过去那些情节更明显

2007-11-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

I miss you , for once , or maybe not .
Been missing you since the day you told me you
tell me you still remembers me , or was it I . I wont deny):

Simply to say , today was alright .

Yah , alright , i suppose? Hey people , i woked up

at 7am today , im proud of that , not .

To complete my whole episodes of vcd . For those touching

scenes , i admit I'm super touched (: 5/5 stars for it ,

loves ! Finished up the whole vcd thang in

2 days time . And finally i managed to clear the whole

story thang done . Yah , felt great at the same time lah ; Had

b/f with brother at compass and home at 12 ? Sudden decision

on hitting out with CTXY . Prepared like i dont know

what , and rush off like mad dogs): Met her late and

had mac for lunch . Sudden smell/thoughts of hitting backwards ,

and for what sake must I ? -.- Walked around

the whole shopping mall and home at 630 ? Okay ,

a short one out there , but was fine and enojoyableee . Deepavali

tomorrow , for the I-n-d-i-a-n-s ; And im

thinking hard why must my mom sudden reminded

me tomorrow celebration out , sleep early wake up tomorrow

at 8AM :\ Like , wth for the celebration i thought? Hahaha ,

okay . I thought that was a Joke !

Lifes boring me out now . Someone , be

so kind , get me something to do

please . Give me some excitment , i need one badly lah .

Enough of craps , done with this and off to sheets .

And everything you're chasing , it seems to leave you empty .

2007-11-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

Im in a good mood . I dont know why .

Guess what time is it now ?! 745PM , yes seriously .

Just had a really lovely shower .

And thats something surprising lah , i blogged

so early today . Hahaha , so that i wont get lazy in the night to

blogged shit . Been sim-ing this few days , and im happy lah .

So good , that theres something to keep me ouccupied

on . Im not boring and im living my life

happier each day . I suppose that would be good ,

i thought ? So how was it today ? Vivo together with mom .

I bought nothing , eventually . Had mani/padi in the afternoon

with mom and home at 6 . Ive gross colour painted ):

I dont know why was today so crowded . I mean like

totally packed to the brim .

Time passes really fast . Its already the nov 6th ,

while still i got nothing seriously better to be

done and blah . Got so much things to

packed which is blank and undone . So much way uneasy lah .

But like what to do? Wednesday tomorrow , im gonna stay

at home continue my first cd and finished up

everything by the next day . But should i left it for the

next few weeks before i hit ' Rot ' ? Okay ,

suddenly i rememered , ive' not yet taken back my long

brought uniforms :\ wtf , i knew! Its beens for like

econs almost4/5 months . For the next few hours , i would

be siming , vcd , siming , vcd ):

Happy dinner-ing and takecares .

Those sweet words spoken like a melody ;

2007-11-05T00:43:00.000-08:00

Hello blog readers (: A super quick one

here before i hit the sheets . Yah , i spend my

day happily lah ! Its' already the

starting of weekdays , and im living my life in those

same old routines . So back in square . Brother brought me

corner with love vcd for me to spend my time

away . Alright , such a great brother , for like once :D

Would spend my day tomorrow out with

my loveliest mom . And im looking forward!

Okay , i don't think thats something serious for me to look

so forward on it lah . Off to sheets , goodnights (:

I promiseddd , i'll sleeep *

Do you wake up on your own ; & wonder where you are?

2007-11-04T00:09:00.000-07:00

Time stated was 12 midnight now .

Alright , i feel so blank suddenly again . Like as for today .

I spend my whole entire afternoon with my

loveliest family . Had lunch at soup rest

and shopping at causeway point . Home at 5 ? I spend

my afternoon happily , i spend the rest of the time ~~emo-ing~~ ):

Okay , whats wrong with me ? I remember saying

that back when I was 14 , when im happy , everything will be

good and hit smoothly . And when everything is

good , I'll be happy . Like this :D Its like

a vicious circle , i thought? But true , question

is how am i suppose to be happy when i'm not happy yet? How

are we suppose to be happy and to remain happy always .

Like when theres so many things happening where

maybe 70% of them would cause you

unhappiness/displeasure . Okay , i get the d-r-i-f-t . & The

feeling was strong as before): I think thats alot of question mark

lefted un-said . Like putting that aside , before i hit out of

point lah ; Weekends are about to over and

weekdays are approaching . I think thats fast lah .

Moodswing kills): I will go to bed by 5 tonight

toodles , i sweaarrr . Last but not least ,

I love the weather tonight , serious(: Sim-ing tonight, Goodnights .

I wonder, how you are now.

2007-11-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

Hey all and one out there (:

Im super out of batt now , seriously . Swimming

session with aunt was , great still . Dint' hit

to takashimaya in the end . Went to Bishan swimming complex

instead . Was alright , and we managed to finished up our

15laps ! And the sun somewhat kills me so much . At

3 , showered and walked a super long cut

way to Junction 8 for shopping . Was in those dead

beat mode lah . But still insisted on windowed shopping . Had our

lunch at the foodcourt and 53 back to serangoon . Hitted

to Compass , afterwhich . Slacked and home at 7 (:

Okay , a super long day spend outside lah .

Had my 2 hours nap , and Im feeling refreshed now .

The feeling , was awesome ; But , i dont' know why

so out of a sudden . My mood went so low and my brain filled

with countless of question marks . Its freaking amazing how

my mood swings was today . As in , literally

swing D: Someone lovely , make me happy now pretty

please? But as well to say , being happy is really all that matters ,

isn't it ? Alright , stay happy and that would eventually makes

me remain healthy . Oh so poem !

Vcd-ing tonight , wish me luck .

What's the sense of trying hard to find the dreams ,

i longed dreamed?

2007-11-02T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hello blog .

A serious short one here before i hit the

sheets . Its somewhat hitting 1230 soon . And im'

gonna waked up at 6am early in the morning tomorrow . Alright ,

meeting up aunt for swimming and gymnasium

session at takashimaya (: Super looking

forward . But we sound so dumb , waking up so early just

for swimming session? Yah , being healthy is good . Managed to stay

awaked yesterday night . I do nothing , i play sims . Okay , point

and laugh at me alright? I find myself so over children

type lah . As for today , Met aunt up to central . Shopped and

brought myself tweety tees ): Okay , im still in the 80s i

admit . Riverside walk and last minute plan to Sentosa . For this , i

know i sound even super dumb . Siloso beach-ing and

homesweethome :D Im like a dead fish lah . Exhausted

and whats' more , i dont' know?

Goodnights (:

There's so much that you just don't see , but if you would only
take the time .

2007-11-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

Time stated was actually 1230 now .

Yah , i know i sound wierd due to yesterdays posting .

I thought it would be a short and easy

posting ? But , eventually it came out as if Im typing

an composition out . Okay , dont' make sence i thought ? I read

back the post i've blogged and i sound myself out .

Hahaha , i sound so odd lah . Been rotting at home since

in the morning . But to my surprised ~ Had my dinner out with

my lovely loveliest girlfriends ! And its' been so awful

long since we last met up and laugh our shit

out , so nice . Yah , its been nice hanging around with them

when im' in any whatever mood lah . Last minute decision , and i

prepared myself like a kan chiong mad dog):

Met up with them at our old usual place and hitted

off to white tangerine for dinner . Intended hitting off

for nasi-lemak , but it closes every

thursday . But still , enjoyed my dinner with my

loveliest :D Slacked at the nearby bench and lefted around 830?

Trained back to Compass with aunty and had dessert at the

foodcourt and homesweethome , afterwhich . Yah ,

while busing home , i was like thinking how

frigging long i havent' been taking nice nice photos? ):

I am so deprived lah . No photos to upload no photo-genicccccccc

pictures to see . Okay , that somewhat sounds so pathetic , i wonder .

So I just had spaghetti for my second dinner , moms' speciality .

Like super great ; Fri tomorrow . Im' gonna plan

plan plan my time table soon . My lifes such a

goner and lifeless): God , i wonder how am i gonna survive thru out

this period of time . How long more it would takes? So long

and i wonder . Goodnights !

Could you whisper in my ear . The things you wanna feel?

2007-10-31T00:54:00.000-07:00

Hello blog readers (:

Like ill' make this blog post look short . I dont

know what to blog , and i dont know what i wanna

blogged either . So , a short one here

before i hit the sheets . I promised my mom ill' hit

the sheets by 1 the latest . And Im' gonna keep my promised lah .

Cause , i love my mom like no one did -.-

So devoted , i thought ?

Went out slacking with aunty this afternoon . Super

ultrally fun . Although it wasn't like a day spend

out at sentosa/zoo or whatsoever . Yah ,

enjoyed still . Were like bitching about so much things .

Our life time table , i remember . Alright , so like i have a really

dirty confession to make . I ate mc'donalds for b/f three times last

week . Or is it four ? Okay , i know it doesn't make a

diff . Equally bad , really ; Can someone please

be so nice and warn me against Mc's ? I know its' unhealthy

and a great aw terrible , but i can't stand the cravings every single

time in the early morning . But i once remembered what my

mom said so , b/f should eat more , and dinner less .

But im not . I eat b/f , lunch , dinner 6 , 7 , 8 times a day . Thats'

temptations i know): Super no good , but like whate-v-e-r .

And Im super greatful/thankful or whatsoever

thanks to my loveliest mom lah ;D She purchased the

wallet i long wanted for me , out of a

sudden . Like how great my mummy could be? So ,

mom ; I love you ok:\ Beside than this , she allowed me to purchased

the even long wanted big tweetyy plussh back home . Okay ,

like how finally ! I super thanks god , for giving

me such a wonderful and understanding motherrrrr lah .

God , i knew that im' hitting rubbish way too much . Thursday

tomorrow , and im pratically rotting @ home , i

predict . How dread . The clock seems so even dead ,

off to sheets . Goodnights (:

i've got it all, but i feel so deprived , i go up ,

i come down but i'm emptier inside .

So tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing,

& why can't i let it go?

2007-10-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

Im getting all fissed up with my everyday

life , seriously . Lifes been nowhere good . I couldn't plan myself

well enough . And that results me in hitting berserk

soon . Yall know' , Im living this life with no

planning with no self life time table around with me .

Nevermind , i'll take life easy and not to bother so much thangs ,

before almost everything seems like so complicated and been

easy irritated or blaaah , i dont know ): So still ,

the feeling of actually achieving something , is duperb ultra

nice . Oh-okay , overall today is another frigging nice nice day .

Spend my day out with aunty , as well to say .

I enjoyed myself , so much [:

I woked up at 8am this morning , feeling refreshed .

Due to the early slept last night ? To my self surprised . I

slept at 1230 sharp yeterday night .

The feelings really good . And im' gonna sleep

early and wake up as early as possible as well . I want to be

healthy lah . Like who doesn't wants to be? -.- Met her up at 1 ?

Trained down to Central for lunch and window-ed shopping . Slacked

at the nearby river , and took so much of Unglamed photos lah :\

I wonder , if one of the day , my phone was been

stolen or lost ? I think Im' gonna cry like mad . Lefted at 5

and down to Compass for dinner . Alright , im' ultraaa in loves with the

super big tweetyy since like last month , reallyyyy . I wonder when

could i purchased that . Hitting 1 soon , im gna hit the

sheet early , i swearrrrr . Im gna like cure my dark circle rings soon .

Yall know' , that was really an k-i-l-l-e-r lah D: Okay ,

edited pictures uploaded , and off to bed .

Goodnights (:

Then in that one moment of time . I will feel , i will feel eternity .

2007-10-29T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hello blog readers , and all out there .

First things first , Im super unenergised at this point

of time since in the afternoon ): Okay , my

eyes irritates me like f this whole entire day . And for this , it

spoils my mood like i dont know what . Well , been staying

awaked watching mtv/vcding at night for this particular two

days . Is that another news breaking or ? And thats'

the only reason , why my eyes irritates me ): Anyway , enough

of stupid nonsence . Like the only way to

lengthen my blog post , i thought ?

Spend my whole afternoon with my lovely loveliest maid .

Yah , out to paragon to purchased my lens . And i

spent 53 bucks away for both the

lens and the solution . Yall know ? I even told my

mom that both solutions and lens wouldn't be expensive cause there

would be an offer for this month ? Yah , is this called an offer

when its' like super above the budget :\ But ,

what have been brought have been brought . No point ,

complaining i knew . And I saw so much beautiful stuffs lah . I need to

change alot of items , seriously . I want to purchased the G wallet ,

and so much more that i couldn't even rememeber

what i want . Super pathetic , really . Home

at 5 (: So Kfc for dinner . Its been econs since i ate kfc lah .

Felt like eatting since last night . But after i ate , tho filling , i made a

mental note . The next time i would to eat , would be

after . . . I dont' know ; It can be quite sick , i

thought ? -.- Hitting 12 soon . I swear , after this dont'

link post . I'll just fell dead in bed !

PapaMama , goodnights .

Cos the heavy moon was keeping me awake , and all i know is ;

I'm just glad to see you again .

2007-10-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

The weather today is , good .

Like , how is everybody ? Its' 2 now almost 3 . Why am i

still up ? Alright , manage to stay awaked through out

with aunt in the late night yesterday . vcd-ing with

brother at 4am . Okay , we are mad . Catched letters of

death ! Yah , its NC16 :\ But somewhat so pg . Had noodles for

supper . I bet that makes me grows even fatter lah.

As for today / Went out with familie this

afternoon . Out at 12 and home at 730 ? Hitted to Central

for window shopping . And dad drove us to

vivo for grocery shopping . (: Hitted so far away just for grocery .

Okay , i dont' think that make sence -.-Thats all for today i suppose .

Super bored , please . So , weekdays are approaching soon . It

gonna be another boring and dead life staying

at home the whole entire day . How saddening , i thought ?

And mom allows me to purchased my coloured lens tomorrow . Okay ,

Im super high lah . Yall know' , ive' waited for this day to arrive

since before eoy started . I know , thats somehow

wierd to say so that ive' waited so long as if like you know . .

okay , blah ! Im sleepy and tomorrow is

slog-my-shit-out-day . So , good night all !

And long enough to hear ; those sweet words .

2007-10-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

I do not have the mood to blog again .

Like how , i dont' know . What to blog , question mark stated .

Yah , it should be this way . Cause ,

Im blank , totally blank now . But yah , to

keep my blog from rotting . I'll blogged , but nonsence ;

Alright , this morning was fine but something so strange happen .

Like first time in my 15 years life -.- Yah , I jumped up off

my bed and yell . With no particular reasons .

I find it super funny instead of asking myself why am i yelling when I

dream something sort of so sweetdreams . It wasn't nightmare ,

yah i suppose ! I think that was strange

enough to say so its strange . Okayyy , dont' make sence :\

So like , its a Saturday ? I woked up , washed up

and ate a really late b/f . Met up with

aunt in the afternoon ? Had our lunch together . And was planning

where we're gonna go & do this coming soon tuesday .

We've none plannings lah . And thats

somewhat a bad news , i thought ? At this point of

time , ppl should have packs and stacks of stuffs to be done . When

plannings are required . But we had really none . You know ? I feel

like leaving Singapore straight at this point of time . And

my mom , even nags at me . Laughing at me that Im'

mad or insane ? Like , who doesn't wants to leave singapore

and had a great over time spent with families out of this whatever country

and enjoy ): Okay , I think im way too bored

and way too out of point . Home at 730 afterwhich ; Back

home , and was reminising something so much . Did crap alot with aunt

about past events and happenings . So much and so

much , that we could even think back and laugh at out d-u-m-b-n-e-s-s

and blah ! Yah , you should think back

now , and laugh your ass off . Its' really something so

amusing , really . Sometimes lifes just so full of random surprise ; But

where's mine ? I dont think i have any , seriously ): Like i should

bang the wall now and die for thinking so much of

rubbish tonight . Hitting 330 , did promised aunty that we'll be

toning over night today . Yah , msn chatting (:

I knew that we'll have never ending chapter of talking and crapping

rubbish . So , that will be fun tonight (:

I hear your voice on the line , but it doesn't stop the pain ;

2007-10-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

Unforgettable though near or far;

Alright , first things first , before you

get shocks or after-shocks . So today , we got back our results .

Right , its' our results . I feel like laughing

at myself . Really , and i dont' know why . As well to say , Im dumb

enough to say that i could make it up to s4 . I couldn't even believe

lah . And i even told my mom , that she should

prepare for the worst of the worst of bad news that Im gonna

send to her . Yah , but somewhat . Im feeling still so blank and empty

inside . I appluad myself for being so stupid and being so i dont know

what to describe more about the dumb thang

in my brain ; For getting a super extreme range of marks .

I thought i could do much well for my english . But yah , no ): I dont

think theres much need to state out those f marks out .

When all seems so U-grade .

After the long assembly at the hall , hitted back

home afterwhich . Switched on the

computer and after 1 hour of staring . I went really super

tired lah . So afternoon nap , & I woked up at 4 :\ Three hours of nap .

& Like Im' feeling so much refreshed . Alright , much

much considerate on afternoon nap . Super great , the

feeling (: Stayed online and blah . Its' hitting 2 soon , i dont know

what i can do to keep me so occupied and stays

awaked for the next few hours . But yah , like for carina tan states ;

Staying late awaked are bad for health . I think ,

i should hit the sheets and sleep early as well .

Goodnights .

The dreams stay big, & the worries stays small ;

2007-10-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

Thursday , 25th oct .

Yah , what to start off for today ? But wait ,

let me start off with a huge huge sigh . Im' restraining myself from

being moodless or having any moodswings now .

You know ? Tomorrow would be getting the results and that

would somewhat changes my whole life lah . Could you imagine , I retained ?

Alright , i should like stop this topic now before I bang my head

on the wall and dieeee -.- That whole matter thang ,

was driving me nuts okay ? Like no more thinkings about

that worst war ever tomorrow . I dont' think theres the whatever need

to repeat here again , when somesort i already knew the results ,

like so long ago . Like accept the fact lah , jereline .

Okay , i admit Im sure a ~~dumb~~ one .

Anyway , I went on like a shopping spree with my lovely

aunt this morning . Morning , i repeat alright . So i manage to

keep myself awaked through out the

night . Out at 11 (: Trained down to fareast and had our

lunch at hans after long walk . Duperb boring , So intend to leave

and hitted to street afterwhich . Brought our wanted bottoms&tops and

lefted . Tamp at 6 ; Dinner at seoul-garden ~ Alright ,

i loves playing with raw foods lah -.- " So , spent almost hitting 110 Bucks

today . How sad , i knew . Okay , I dont' know how to earn

back and deposit to my pathetic lefted balance .

Home at 10 ; Like thats' all for todays event , i suppose ? The

time we spent today is like so long but time passes so fast . Ive' not yet

enjoyed enough , really . Last but not least , i loves

outting with auntyyyyyy alright . Jokes&craps shared was

awesome (: No more rubbish adding on ,

Goodnights .

Like painted kites, those days and nights, they went flying by ;

2007-10-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO (: Its' hitting 12 now .

And i should be in bed . Alright , Im super excited

about tomorrows , erh I mean later on outting with aunt . Yah , damn

darn excited . I dont' know why . But seriously , I

need a shopping spree right at this moment . You know , Im'

wearing repeated tees and repeated flats over and

over again . I think Im way too goneeeeeeee lah ! So , im looking on

so forward on the later on towning with my dearest auntyyy . We'll go

mad & crap never ending nonsence and rubbish :D

I miss-edd ! *

What about today then ? Outting with mom

to vivo . And I almost went missing when my mom was trying

her outfit lah -.- I know that was dumb enough

to say this 7 letter word , " Missing " . Pizza for

dinner . So , thats all for today . Suddenly realised that my posting

are so super children typing and children

mind thinking . I want to change but i dont' know how .

So , I'll to remain , remain that never goes matured way thinking .

A piece of choco fudge cake , is enough (: I sudden miss-ed long

post . Tomorrowwwww , i make sure i'll

break my brain and type out a super long compositions .

If i can :\ Goodnights .

And I'm not use to this, i observe; i don't chase .

2007-10-23T00:27:00.000-07:00

Tuesday ; October 23rd !

Alright , hereby declare that Im' super boring now .

I woked up at 7am today . Is that news breaking or ? I dont

know whats wrong with me too . You know , I woked up by myself with

none alarm clocks ringing away , with no one's

disturbing . The second thing I do after washing up ,

was to switch on the tv and turn to each and every channels and

stareeeeee :\ Then at sharp 9 . I switched on the computer

next . So , its 1230 night now . I think Im really i-n-s-a-n-e !

Yah , Its stay home day . And i loves being emo at home -.-

You know what ? I stay at home to stare at

the monitor screen and then I fall asleep on the table . Hitting 2

hours nap on the table , i repeat lah ! Super darn dumb , i know . So ,

acc my maid down to ntuc to purchase wanted

foods . Like , nasi lemak for dinner . Super great ; You know ,

my maid really improves on her cooking since dont' know when . Dont

be shocked knewing that , she stays with me since my kinder-garden

period . Yah , i really loves when she fight , she

disturbed me when she has nothing else better to do (:

She would be like leaving singapore next year lah . Okayyyy , i'll

miss-ed her for god sake ! & Not forgetting , after she leaves ~ I know

nothing about house chores work . . And , I'll be in dead meat !

Alright , I'll stop my nonsence . I loves

LONG POST . But yah , long posting are lovely equals to

nonsence i kneww :D I dont' know why , am i so happy today . & I promised

my mom , I will go to bed by 1 tonight .

So Goodnights , toodles . (:

I've had my fill - my share of losing ;

2007-10-22T00:26:00.000-07:00

Super duperb lovely song (:

能感觉你手很暖和
能感觉你是特别的
当我的手被你牵着
在街头在风中放纵

随你到世界最尽头
随你上山去放烟火
当你唱着生日快乐
我感动你让我受宠

我不再怕什么躲什么
我只想知道你在想什么
请贴近我的心贴进我的耳朵
听你轻轻的轻轻的轻轻的说
到底我是你的什么
说爱我(怕什么躲什么)
怕什么(我只想知道你爱不爱我)
现在我安静的贴在你的胸口
等你说听你说说爱我

我肯定你是爱我的
我肯定你是认真的
你会爱我天长地久
全世界为我们祝贺

2007-10-22T00:16:00.000-07:00

What to start off with today then ?

So , im telling people , that Im super tired . Due to the late

toning in the late night online-ing with aunt . Yah , we' loves

toning in the late night , when everybodys' sleeping deadly and then all

so peace ! And i loves when my contact list none are appearing onlined .

Alright , I dont' know whats wrong with me too . Try it out ~

You'll loves the feeling when you are all alone , &

none are distracting you from doing things like tv-ing , yall know ? (:

Yah , something like this . But anyway , today was good . Self holiday for myself .

Im' really lazy , when this word school keeps on appearing on my mind and

to my brain , telling and reminding me that . Yah , schooling

tomorrow , Sleep early -.- Alright , that was deadly dread then . So ,

had my bf with mom in the early morning at 8 . Prepared myself and lefted

home ard 12 ? Met aunt at our usual place & laksa

for lunch . I loves todays' food that ive' eaten , really . All so darn

delicious :D Was bored , so rented art of e devil2 . Hitted all the way back

home , and brought my laptop along with me . Watched it at Compass

void-deck and dah . Alright , the movie was super gross ,

I swear ! Somehow , it really would twist your nerves while watching :\

And i knew that Im a lil way too gore . So , my both pathetic legs are full of

mosqitoes bites now . I couldn't wait to get out of that

f ing place . That bughole shit thing ! Had dinner together and

we are talking cork since when I met her at 12 . We talked alot about

so much unhappy/unedifying matters . But , at last ~

Somesort everything was solved after a long talk with her (:

So ultra great lah ! Knew my overall results finally . And so , Ive' just

passed 3subjects :\ Who knows , theres the last minute changes ? Alright ,

pray&bless i will . Tuesday tomorrow ; Please plan

something for me to be done ! Its' really bored sticking my face

straight into the screen for 24hours . Shall go read

up my past diary and all .

Then its' bed time . (:

&when i lost hope you were only the one there to remind me ,

this is just the start not yet the ending ;

2007-10-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

Time stated was : 6 hitting 7 .

Goodmorning and Im still not yet sleepy . Why ? Alright , I've

finished up 7 disc of incredible tales with my both brother .

Yah , we finished up the whole entire pack of

vcds in just one night . Awesome ~ Some are repeated tales .

But yah , great still . So how was today ? Lifes been good , So i shan't talked

about screwed up stuffs or even moodswings matter . Thats' unedifying lah .

I loves family outting so much . Yah , that much (: Prepared

myself at 12 and hitted off to paragon . Lunch at soup rest . Walked

around , and ive' that sudden urge to purchase my contact lens . But mom insist

me not to . I dont' know why . But as a obedient child .

I intend to listen -.- Walked around tangs & to taka . Saw emelia toh

too . Hahaha , thats' super "qiao" , i thought . Home at 7 ? Yah , i dont' know

what should i blogged today . But somewhat , i think i have

really succeded in curbing my usage of the computer today . 8 hours ,

spent outside & that lovely equals to 8 hours of

time spending my time sticking my face straight into the

monitor and r-o-t is not counted , i suppose ? So , i

should spend my everyday life outside to safe my computer bursting due to

super long hours of rotting infront of the screen . Yesss , I finally

had some damn inspiration . Congratulate me , I'll thanks u

in advance ! I'll hit to rummaging for my phone now , so

dead for papamama sake !

Goodmorning . (:

Are you happy, are you satisfied ? I doubt ;

2007-10-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

What shall i say today ? Feeling v short-sentenced

now . As in , I dont' know what should i typed after this

sentence and a little dont' feel like blogging mood . But well , Ive' seriously

got nothing better to do , but to blogged and

to waste my time staring at the computer for hours . As

usual , ive been using the computer since morning and i feel the bursting

heat hitting out from the computer . Another pure craps , pure nonsense

over here . But darn , ive' been a obedient

child today . I stayed at home and accompany my both dearest

parents and both of my dumb loveliest dogs . So , I just fell dead in bed

after 12 yesterday night . After sticking my face straight into the monitor .

& The dumbest of all , you have to hear . I woked up at

5am in the morning , switching on the Computer . Replied emails , looked over and

over again at the old folders filled with all past/present pictures , online-ing

staring at the screen with none contacts appear to be

online-d , read through those past published post since 2006 and back to

sheets . It took me the whole entire 2 hours of time to finished up everything . And

i dont' know why must i do this in the late night when

i should be sleeping soundly . Alright , I must be m-a-d (: Weekends

are about to over when it hits sunday's 12 midnight . Im' gonna enjoy my

afternoon day out with family and done with

sunday . Off to sheets , Goodnights . (:

&;If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride?

2007-10-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

Yup , hello there ! Todays' friday . And was a fine one though .

Have been waking up early these few weekends & weekdays . Wonder why ?

I should be sleeping and waking up at 12 in the afternoon ,

everyday . So , anti-schooling day today . Stayed

home day , then ; Its been raining cats&dogs these day . Yes ,

put the sun into the day soon (: I'm freezing . Yah , freezing . Okayy , that was

pure craps anyway . Heard from the rest about my results . So , the

results are out . The overall result are soon

approaching too . I've done really badly for my every subject , really .

All seems so dread and dead . I knew that I've did badly but no point saying and

thinking at this point of time . Cause it's all way too late . I gotta

accept the fact and move on , just a mad cow moving on . And i will lah :D So can i

please make a huge shout out now ?! I can say so that Im feeling

so effing happy that I had a two digit mark scored

for dnt . And thats' the improvement i've made . Re-called back ~

I really did badly for that paper . And now i wonder why , i could even score a

2 digit number marks . For this , Im quite satisfied though I've still failed for

this particular paper . Still , feeling damn disheartened over those

important subjects i need to passed and blahh . But ,

like what everyone said so before . Whats done is done now . So , lifes moving

on still . Its just somewhat changing every moment . & If you dont' grasp it in

time , you lost it . Well then , tell me about inspirational talk .

Roll eyes & I'll laughed (: I've been using/staring at the computer from

11 in the morning till here 12 Midnight . Whole entire day ,

thinking , doing reflections and to thinking again . What should i be doing now ?

I dont know ; So here I am , typing shit like some mad cow . & I simply loves my both

dearest dad&mom alright . They spent their entire 1hour

quee-ing up , purchasing those finger-licking donuts for

me to enjoy and for filling up my late eaten lunch . Like how super

great parents I have ~ So , nothing else in

this world , can ever compare things about my dearest parents . Cause

they are my treasures and my lovely lovely loves : D

Okayyy , better shut up before i get slap for typing too much .

Alright , good day all out there and

Goodnights . (:

I think about the years i spent, just passing through ;

2007-10-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

Im so in not a mood for blogging . But since

I've got nothing to do . I'll dedicate this short posting to my bloggeeeed (:

So , won't be blogging long stuff today . Met aunt out for shopping spree .

And we did bought alot of stuffs today . And that's

wonderful , but those pathetic notes all flown and B-Y-E . Alright ,

what have been bought has been bought . No point , regretting and stuffs . So ,

86 down to amk-hub for lunch . Super long bus ride with super cold

weather outside . The aircon is freezing me to

death . Went to look for the pretty twf . Envy her lah ~ It's

really duperb great , working over there . So like , jy ah loves : D Lunched at

foodcourt . Lefted , and 24 down to city plaza . Bought my shorts

and back to Compass , afterwhich . We've been bus-ing everywhere

today . And that's great , really . But the feeling of the bus bumping somewhat ,

faints me like mad . Had our dinner together and lefted at 7+ .

So like , we've finally purchased our long

wanted heels at charles&keith . On cloud 9th mood ~

Bought countless of stuffs . But while thinking back , I've felt so guilty of so

much thangs . Soon to be getting our results , yet I seems like nothing

gonna happens . Like everything would be so smoothly

fine . But i knew that the turn out results wouldn't be the results i always

wanted . You know , what i can do now . Is to wait and die -.- The feeling , so

dread yet so guilty . Alright , no point thinking back

cause it's over , i knewwwwww . That 'something' i always wanted

to say , still can't be said . All so left undone , so irritated D : I need my 24

hours of sleep soon . Like so unenergised , now .

Hitting 1230 , papamama Goodnights (:

&Deep in my closet , behind clothes & shoes ; There's a box

put away filled with thoughts of u . I retrieve this box , once in awhile .

To relieve the past and hoping to smile .

2007-10-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

Todays good , really good .

Reality check for once : Free from school and a super

enjoyable day with aunt . Yah , i did really enjoy myself like mad and I've

somewhat change to another person whom filled

with all laughters inside when all saddening moments

disappeared . So great , right ? Super :D So , wednesday should be my

lucky days . Laska for our late lunch again . And thinking back ; My mom

warn me times and times that laska is unhealthy , don't

eat often and blaaaah ~ But still , i don't know why am i nowadays

so in loves with that whatever food . Not temptations this time round .

It's just the sudden cravings . Alright , i should

then listen to my dearest mom and stopped eatting

at this moment of time : D Obedient child , i should be ! & I saw a super

beautiful heels at dmk . Great , Im' controlling yall see . Last minute

plan to punggol end . Mrt-ed & 82 down . The beach over there , was uber dirty

for papamama sake . But , still insisted to play with the dirty

water . You know ? I really loves the moment

when we walked&run along the beach . Under the hot sun , with

the strong winds blowing while strolling . I know , it sounds childish and i dont

know whats more to describe . But , the feeling was great .

Hit back to Compass afterwhich . Mrbean soya milk , ldf ~
Sat there , talked & laughed a whole lot . Damn , haven't been

camwhoring for like eons long with aunt . And so we did abit today -.- Heh ,

i loves camwhoring my lovely aunt alright . Look at my phone ,

pages and pages of her unglam loves ! Okaaaaaay ,

home & dinnered at red house with family . 830 , home ;

and its hitting 7AM soon . B/f sesion &

Good-morning .

The autumn wind and the winter winds, they have come and gone ;

2007-10-16T11:21:00.000-07:00

I am so declared happy . So , the whole exam thangs has

ended with a full stop and none can change anything to it . Yah , hopefully

things turns out to be fine and great . Din't get a wink of

sleep yesterday night . And i feel so un-high

now :\ But cherios to me alright ? I've even make an effort to

copy down pages and pages of notes for dnt yesterday night while mugging

a little . But sad to say , nothing that i've learn has popped up in the

so confusing question paper . I know nothing except

the 9marks question part . I don't wanna get a single digit mark

for dnt , I hope . So disgraceful , and i don't know what makes me think so ah .

The feeling like ? Okayy , another unexplainable question to answer .

Prepared at 5 in the early morning . But still , couldn't

make it to hit out on time . So , my dearest dearest lovely mum drove me to

school again , without complaining that i've disturbed and interupt her

sleeping time with her sweet dreams going on .

Yah , I thanks a million that i've such a wonderful & understanding

mom lah . Hahahaha , enough of laughing . So , physics paper was a lil alright .

But don't think i could make it still . You know ? I've not pass-ed

my Science since primary school till now . So ,

not even a lil confidence that i could get a 2 digit marks for

physics . Dnt , was horrible and a great disaster that happen during busying

doing and crapping rubbish on the paper . Stomach cramp , out of a sudden .

I swear , the pain is ? i dont know D: Endured and lefted

school with gfs . 43 , to home ~ Prepared and hitted out to kovan to

meet gfs for town-ing ah . And , another so successfully

outting with them . My happy , high , ubber hyper mood has appeared when

laughters keeps going on (: Long bus ride to streets

for windowed/shopping spree . Trained down to fareast afterwhich .

& Had our lunch at hans and we shopped the entire whole level of fareast

and lefted . Bought myself a daddy's blaaaaah

printed tee . I find myself so gone lah . I shouldn't waste

any more money but my eyes and hands seems so itchy when it comes to tees

and blah ! Yah , no more next time : D Trained down to Compass with

aunt for slacking . Had our dinner at the foodcourt

and Home at 9+ . Like seriously nothing's bringing me down

now , the power of so much thangs -.- The both pathetic legs of mine ,

seems so dead now . Yah , step one heels alright ; Once again , I shall hereby

declare that exams has officially ended and no more

mugging session . The supposedly mood of mine now , should

be so super happy and duperb happy (: Had said enough for tonight ,

So off to sheets .

So now I'm stuck with consequences, thrust in my face ;

GOODBYE TUESDAY : D

2007-10-15T15:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL (:

Its obviously monday , and tuesday is hitting to

town . I don't know should i be on cloud 9 or should i be

in hell now . I seriously should be super

delighted that exams is soon to be over , after tomorrows

paper ended . But damn dread over the results and stuffs . Okaaay , i know i

should prepared myself to be dead or somewhat or i don't know what's more .

Yah , spend my entire afternoon with aunt . Met her at Compass and

we did our mugging session at Swensen . As well to say ,

for our lunch and slacking period . I hoped some important

chapters would suck into my brain for both tomorrow's paper . But i

knew that i couldn't make it for physics and dnt

as well . But yah , Hopefully once more , at least not a

zero or somewhat a single digit mark . At least , I'll try my best for dnt

paper lah . I can't fail my dnt paper for god or whoever sake . I'm only

rely-ing on my english , mt and dnt . And so no much more :\

See , i couldn't even strive hard and work even

harder for my English . I don't think , it's easy for people

like me to be promoted . Yah , seriously i thought ? So , ended our mugging

session at 6? And hitted off to the foodcourt for dinner :D I'm so freaking

in L-O-V-E-S with laska now . All thanks to my dearest

lovely aunt . She tempt me like mad ! Alright , it's hitting 4AM .

And i did nothing to my dnt texkbook yet . How dread it could be then ?

Okayy , dumb my head , smashed my brain ! Just for

the sake of anti-zero . I'll opened up the

mountain of pages of textbook and read it through . Hopefully ,

something would hit into my brain before a short

nap and to Exams period (: Good morning .

"The writers weren't kidding, about how all good things must end"

WITHLOVES ,

2007-10-14T11:41:00.000-07:00

I cheer-ed myself for the effort to

look for a new background to cover my old blog skin . Alright ,

it took me like years to look for a so called

proper-ed one . And it almost kills me to death . And I'm so in loves with my

new fonts . Okayy , craps ! Weekends is about to end and weekdays are

approaching . Alright , somewhat , Im looking forward for

this weekdays to arrived . After the both taken papers has ended .

I'm like a bird release from the cage :D So , sunday was a alright day afterall . Stayed

home day and with not a even a single soul at home . Parents off to grandma

house & siblings out ~ Even my dearest maid was off .

And Im left all alone , staring at the computer from morning till

night . I hope my computer won't burst , at any moment of time -.- Sushi

for dinner . I am honestly seriously enthusiastically into the sauce of creamy cheese .

Okaaay , self temptations over here (: 15 minutes more

to 12 . And i need energy for tomorrow's mugging .

Off to sleep and Goodnights .

When you smile all my face always seems to glow ;

-WITHLOVES,

2007-10-13T06:24:00.001-07:00

" The only thing between me and total happiness is reality ;

How did it went today ? So , was a super great day spend

with my dearest lovely aunt (: Wasn't suppose to hit out this afternoon .

But i insist . So my mom , allowed in the end still .

Oh god , iloves my MOM ; Woked up at 1o this morning and i

slept at 1230 yeterday night . Somewhat now , I'm feeling so refreshed and awaked .

Met aunt at 1 and 80ed to Kovan for lunch and

for our mugging period of dnt and physics . But sad to say ,

nothing hits thru my head and to my brain . The environment at kfc , sucks

like i don't know what . So 80ed back to Compass after staying of 2hours in

that environment which sucks nothingin my brain .

Fooled alot inside the bus and someone prank called me -.- I

thought it was a wrong number . So , the thoughts ofpranking call . I remembered

yesterday afternoon , someone prank called mewith a cheenaaa sound

" ar loh " and hang off without my Hello back . Alright ,

i find it super uneasy , when i know it was a withheld again & again . Yah ,

nonetheless without fail . I know , retribution ? I can't understand

what I feel like explaning here . So , I'll shut my

thinking and continue [: Destination reach : Hitted off to Starbuck coffee

for slacking . Brought muffins&coffee and to mugging session over

there . Yah , that is what ppl call a great&relaxing environment of studying and

crapping period . Without fail to say ,I've enjoyed my

coffee-ing time with aunt . She's the biggest joke i'll ever have .

Laughter with her , was so great still ;D So , dinner at Pungol nasi lemak .

80ed down & lefted around 730 . Homesweethome , afterwhich . Alright ,

I'm really really done with my self typing compositions . So ,

dedicated to my lovely blog -.-God , " lovely " ! Okaaay , and a big dumb joke

to share . I had a bad fall just not long after the shower i had . I stepped

out of the toilet and slip . Stomachon the ground with

my hands supporting no where . It was a super bad fall i ever fall at

my own House for the information needed though . Still can't understand how i

could fall , like that ? And somy both arms & legs have

bruises now . And just imagine i chipped onetooth away . But lucky not ;

This prolly teached me to bemore careful in the future of how i should

stepped out carefully after showering -.-" I am

somewhat of an accident prone , clumsy and fallable what not , i shouldn't

know . Staircases , my accident prone areas :\Its always at somewhere

so crowded . And iwonder why . Like enough about both

accidents and falling downs laah . Sunday tomorrow ; And i should be

planning what should i be doing now . Long duperb long posting , I loves (:

It's hitting 630 & So , I've managed to stay awaked thru out the whole entire

night . All thanks to my Brother , the midnight vcd's accompany .

off to sleep ; Goodnights .

I've seen it coming like a thief in the night, i've seen it coming from

the flesh of the sudden light ; So give me strength & i'll move on just like

before , So long ago .

2007-10-12T11:41:00.000-07:00

-Something sounds so wierd , i doubt i heard ;

Reality Check for once . So no schooling

for the day . And thats super surprising and super happy to say so .

Cause , i loves no schooling day . So that i can sleep late and woked up

even later . Normal old routines , i hope for tomorrow (: But

for today , I've got to woked up early still . To attend my

great-grand ma's funeral . So , rest in peace grandma(: Memory of loves *

Stayed and hitted to mandai afterwhich ?! (Whatever the spelling is)

After everything's done . Dad drove us to

novena for lunch , & homesweethome . And somewhat , after

hitting back home from my grandma's funeral . I felt something so lost and

empty suddenly , so out of a sudden ~ The feeling was like , can't be

explainable . But yet , the feeling tells me i should

cherish my family even more . And even much more than what i've

did now . Yah , i think that's should be the way i thought ? So , none words can

describe how i loves my family ;D Alright , inner thoughts & feelings afterall .

So , weekends are approaching in another half& hours time . I want

to sleep early and dream happy moments with

my familyyyyy now ;D Oh How great , right ? I'll roll on

my bed and close my eyes hit to sweetdreams .

LOVES&MISSES*

&i've come clean to be a bigger individual ;

2007-10-11T00:40:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL .

Today's Geography was totally screwed up .

Words and long sentences written was un-link . And not even a single

word makes sence to geography . Its all my self made words and

sentences . So , hell dead for god sake . But still , it has ended and I knew that i

would regret . Like why din't i memorize all those important

chapters and stuffs . And i even have the

cheek , to fall asleep yesterday night after tv-ing . Thats

seriously so out of point and i don't know . I felt guilty and moreever , I've

never pass my geography/social studies before . Like before , yall'see .

As for English oral ? Was alright for the reading passage & conversations .

But everything was so dread , when it comes to the picture

part . I've said something so un-link to the whole picture displayed . But I'm

seriously proud to say that , I've really improved my reading out loud

part & the conversations . My words arn't

vibrating . & That's really a great good news to share . Okayyy ,

I don't think what i've typed through out , linked too . Paper1&2 was such a

gone one . And with the 20% marks , arn't enought . Still , i dont think my

oral and blaaaah would make it . I knew my standard

wayyyyy too much -.- But why should i be so relieved & happy now ?

Something not right , i suppose . So , 2 more papers to go and I'm free from

the whole exam thangs . Results are hitting out soon , and I'm gonna

hit death so soon for so many reasons stated .

The feeling now , seems so not over yet . Somewhat , it brings me

back to the beginning of the year . So much more happy moments ;D I knew ,

torturing year and months ahead and before won't be fast , but ohwell .

Time wouldn't stopped for me :x I got quite

demorailsed now , but why ? Alright , enough of so much craps .

Oral ended at about 11 or so i think ??! Lefted with gfs to the "Kopitiam" for

b/f . Bloated like mad after everything's gone . Leave & 80ed down

to Bugis for shopping spree ~ So do i know that

exams arn't over yet . But once for a life time , i could purchased

tees and blaah . So pardon m-e " Walked the whole entire bugis street . And

i've only purchased a normal home tee D; 80ed back with aunt to

compass afterwhich . Super long bus rides & super cold

fluuuuu so out of a sudden . My leg even turns to those kind of jelly

like substance and i thought i would faint inside the bus :\

So , reality check : No school for tomorrow . Hit seventh

heaven & Goodnights .

&The conversations we have and the way it ends , hurts .